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    lit D. A. & C. 11. BUEHLER
VOLUME XXIV.
AN IMMENsE STOCK OF
[iN 13 Di 3
„
Jaunt from the Cilliss!
1
Tl.. SCHICK Ihs just arrived from
o p • the Cities with an immense stock of
FALL AND WINTER GOODS, which
he offers at greatly reduced prima. His
stock embraces every article in the Staple
add Fancy Goods line, embracing all the
I hest end most approved styles, which for
beauty and attractiveness are rarely if ever
surpassed. Ile can enumerate but a por•
twit within the limns of an advertisement
to . Wit:
Lailtem , Drew+ Goods.
purl' as Silks and Satins, French Meri
noes. Paraineun and Coburg Clothe, Al
[weirs, De:l3agc, pluid, figured and plain De
Laines, Bombazines, Sack Flannels, G mg
hams, Calicoes, Shawls, Collars, Band
kerchief's, Stec yes, Chemisettes, Gloves
and Stockings, Combs, Laces and Edg
ings, Holmium], &c., &c.
For Gentlemen's Wear,
Cloths, Cassimeres, C6ssinims, Jeans,
(lords, s sidenahl Im of Vesoow.,
I I aoilkereloels, Sompeollert, Ilerino, Shirts
and Dra wt.r4, Aro.,
past favors, lie solicits
a etnittniiiiive ol patronage. Ills goods
Lave been selected with care, and lie flat
ters himself will Flease. II is motto Is—
protiis and quick sales."
U, t 7, I 553.
BOOKS, STATIONERY
.trallet? coozm.
One price—and that as low as at
any ihtablishment out
t.,1 the City.
R. [. [6IOERLFIR
111 1 IT l NS his aelou,wltleginents to
lie• Irica(l.; for the long c om ititie d
and liker 1l piorohage extruded him. and
Ito s wooion 'to his present largely in
stoek of voods itt received from
rtiladelph,i and Ni' Yoik. Ile deems
i• 111111 t ,,, •'lr V 10 elllllll , rtie the assort
meet, v, Lull kill be to ettibraee
c %e r y e,,tety ul gliodo. lute, viz :
Cia:sical, Theological, School.
...11iscellaneous t ,,L - .2) BOOKS
~.2 1
Bud Sim:mien. of all kinds, embracing, as
be I , eite‘r , , Me largest and best assortment
c‘f r iopo io d 111 (ict(*.4111111.!.
Ile ako invites attention to his large
bill i 0... id
rANCV GOODS,
t.ichr,m, G. 0,1 and Silver pens and
and Faller ;Note
I' wet. and Envelopes, Mono %Valers,
Seabin! Was, Vornininestio, Soaps, Per
&e. —HII of whiell will he
sold at the tr_7'• Y LOWE ST
L'A 77: S.
irrrall and examine for vourselves
at the old established BOOK Az DRUG
elore in Chombermlnirg; streel,et low doors
from the diamond.
S. 11.
Getfy.harg, Pa., (;rt. 21. 1N53.
NEW GOODS AGIIN.
THE RICHEST& BEST A SSORTM ENT OF
FALL & WINTER GOODS,
For Geni/ernen's Wear,
AVVER OPE.VED LA" GE771"811171G:
SKELLY & HOLLEBAUGH
Ir I 'AK E plea*ure in calling the attention
of their friends and the pulite to
their extensive stock of libtods for Gentle
men's wear, just received from the City,
whi h. for variety of style, beauty of finish,
am! superior quality, challenges compari
with any other stock in the place. The
assortment of
Cloths, plain and fancy Tweeds and Cas
simeres, Vestings, Satinets, Over
Coatings, t-c., 4.c.
CAN'T HE HEAT ! Give them a call
and examine for yourselves. They have
purchased their stork care hilly, and with
desire to piewte the tastes of all, from
the most pritetietil to the most fastidious.
111C3'TAILORING, in all its branches,
attended to as 'neretolore, with the assist
ance of good workmen.
FASIIIONS for Fall and
Winter have been received.
Gettysburg, Nov. 11, 1853.
INEW GOODS! NEIV GOODS!
ABRABANT ARNOLD has just re.
turned from the Cities of Baltimore,
Philadelphia and-New York, with the
Largest, Cheapest, 4 , Best selected Stock of
Fall and Winter Dry Goods,
ever before offered to the citizens of
Adams county—such as Blue, Black, and
Brown French and German Cloths,
Black & Fancy Cassimeros, Smitten.,
Tweeds, Ky. Jeans, Satin & other Ves
tings,,Alpseas, Merinoes, Cashmeres, De
Doges, M. De LaMe, Prints, and a great
variety of Goods for Ladies' wear, too
nbmerona , to mention. Also, a large , and
beaotiful assortment of long and square
Shawls, And Sack Flannels.
OLV - Call and see for your seises, as he
is determined to under sell any Store in
the-Town or erninty.
Oet, 7,P,18418.41
NEW SEASONA B
60811 S In aoto LE
uRs.
A.s. KURTZ hir4,lo . l . ll . opitpeil en im-
• manse stdck thi new and de., The bestety,,the ausdersees, the laopeleis.
strable'' kyles. of 'DRY 'GOODS. slob, nese of Able • erratum, , inte roast al
ihreinitrare *ad Otocariel—whlsh. he. ,ededingly.•My , eyespethiets mused
saes his nonternint hesitation twain. and! so a degree politivielylpeinfal y and
sae : all dl which will be spid on the:l ,listededAn , •kar indelsanstis: bxt sweet
tiritioloff of ..Q.lidk 80.4tir Ind 8041, words* , altered by Sias mask lips abet aver
! love . hod kissed, bit Oat 64401 d
So
Oct. 14, NM. I bewaseekettedrwhile bow bort wee dant
[ From the Home Journal
DEATH OF TUE RODER.
MRS. R. 8. SMITH
From his sweet banquet, 'mid the perfumed clover,
A robin soared and sung ;
Never the voice of happy bard or lover
Such peals of gladness rung.
Lone echo, loitering by the distant hillside,
Or hiding in the glen, [nese,
•
Caught up, with thirsting lips, the tide of sweet•
Then bade it flow again.
The summer air was flooded with the music ;
Winds held their breath to hear ; [ored
And blushing wildflowers h ring their heads, enam
To list that .joya rice clear."
Just then, nom neighboring covert rudely ringing
Broke forth discordant sounds ;
And wily fowler. from his ambush springing.
Gazed eagerly around.
still upward, throuah the air that yet was thrilling
To hie melodious lay,
One instant longer. on a trembling pinion,
The robin cleared his way.
Hut, ah, the death-shut rankled in his bosom—
His life of song wan o'er ! [pathway.
Back, hark to earth, from out his heavenward
Ho fell to rise no more.
A sudden silence chilled the heart of Nature—
L ea r, Idussom, hint and bee, [irg
Seemed each, in t:,tartled hu'h, to mourn the pall-
Of I hot an eel minstrelsy.
And Echo, breathless, in her secret dwelling.
Like love torn maid. in vain
Waited imit listened long. to catch the accents
"he ne'er would hear again.
Oh, bird ! sw eet poet of the summer woodland !
How like thy Inv to those
Of tuneful bnrd.i, whose songs, begun in gladness,
Have oft the saddest
Theo. many a strain of human love and rapture,
Poured from n fond, full heart,
Hath been, in on e. wdd moment, hushed forever,
Ilv aorrow's fatal dart.
AN EI.OQL:c.NT STORY
ALICE: Oft THE DREAM OF A
LIFE.
[Fount' among the papers of a Medical Student.)
".Soul te , ti,imig soul uultiin."--13L,LWLR.
They tell me I ant dying ; I know it ;
I feel that life is fast fading. They tell
me I am dying of di:app,,inted l o ve; it j 3
Nice ! I spurn the weakness. I would not
crush the impulses of a soul which my
rreot ir has breathed into me; I would nt,
at the bidding of an idle passion, para!yze
the energies of a hotly which was given to
net as ministrant to the immortal spirit.—
No, it is false They judge but by th . 2ir
men base omeept ions ; they know not that
I have given to another that which myself
has lest ; they know not that in imparting
li2ht anil life to an inert soul, I have been
tvwpt•lh , i to borrow from my own the Pro
tnethean tire. lam dying; but no vain
and selfish desire bits worn my life away.
It is from exhaustion of the soul, not front
ycuriting fcv,r of the heart. I will not.
he thus inisutvlerstood ; I will record my
strange and painful experience—not as a
;warning to others, for my fate is too pe
,enhar to be thus useful—but rather to re
deem my memory from so degrading a
-tinrge.
' From my boyhood I have been a theorist,
awl my soul wandered over the vague ()CHM
of speculative philosophy, seeking rest, but
finding none, until weary with psychologi
cal researches, I Mit,rmitied to seek amid
physiological demonstrations for the
unit links which bind the material to the
spit it lial. My Grrtune placed me above the
necessity of adopting a profession, but I
became, from choice, a student of medicine,
and it was during the year which I spent
I i n
, London, while in attendance to public
leetures, that the circumstance occurred
which has thus robbed me of myself.
Ittwas my habit to spud [nub of my
time in the hospital, where the 'effect of
' different diseases upon the various phases
of human character, as well as upon the
diverse physieal constitutions, afforded me
an interesting subject of speculation. [
was one day passing through one of the
sheltered walks in thegarden, when I heard
a.weet, plaintive voice singini what seem
ed to me to be the snatches of old ballads.
The sounds came front a shrubbery in the
grounds apropriated to the lunatic patients,
and separated from the rest of the,garden
by a high wall. Prompted by a feeling
which I can now scarcely understand,
climbed to the top Of the wall, and finding
that the thick foliage prevented me front
discerning the singer, I leaped over the
enclosure and entered the shrubbery. I
shall never forget the picture that then
stamped itself upon my' memory. Seated
upon a rustic bench, with a single ray of
Sunshine piercing the deep shade, and rest
iug like a halo upon her bright hair, was
, a young girl, so•fair, so pale, so etherial ht
the delicate proportions of her figure, that
I almost feared the image was an illusion
of faney. Her large blue eyes were wan-
I dering restlessly around while she sung, and
ere I lut4 time to retreat 1 met their full
glance. - Instead of being alarmed at my
intrusion, a sweet smile parted her soft lips,
and raising her finger, she beckoned me to
approach.
"You have waited long, beloved, but
you have come at last," she murmured in
low and broken tones, as she drew me to
a seat beside her ; then clasping my hand
in hers, she fixed her gate on my facie,
with a look so full of solemn and earnest
touderness, that my very soul thrilled he
neath it.
1 soon'fbund 'that the fair girl's Moon
was entirely obscured, and het insanity
seemed to me to have assumed the almost
hopeless form of imbecility. But her pure
and beautiful instincts were as , fresh and
powerful as if intellect were otill their
guide. She was tender, , gentle, and full
of that confiding .inneoenoe which ~knows
no evii and suspects go guile. I;Oildrlihe iu
her frulikoose, womanly.* her sw,at top
deroeee, anti withal! evioolog Avers look
.thq iatuitive loodo,tytte ieacyr ,vrisioh
so oheraereeise,the pgroluipded, 4.0 Requi
qd, the Yekt,pereouilleeiriesk of ell gko,wm
lovely,in,:hgr .w4odaripgs
abet itoopon .11,00 .
Met ii‘ashioe on .the
GETTYSBURG, PA., FRIDAY EVENING, NOVEMBER 18,1853.
gushing forth, earth could .have held for I.
me no higher bliss.
When we parted, which we did with a
mutual promise of again meeting, I retired
to my lodging in a state of excitement such •
as I had rarely known, and my first care I
was to learn something of her history. I
found that she had been from childhood
dull and inert of intellect; that it had been
only with exceeding labor she had been
taught the elements of knowledge ; and!
that her mind seemed to become more ob
tuse as she grew older, until a severe
fit of sickness which befell her ore she at-'
tained her fifteenth year, completely oh
scored her reason. Upon further inquiry
I learned that she had been an affectionate
and depending creature, always looking;
for love in every one, and, as faras I could
learn, never finding it. Her family were
cold, phlegmatic and common place. The
strict discipline of reason was all they could'
I exercise, and the child had grown stupid in I
proportion ns these means had been exerted',
upon her. She had been for three years in
this state of imbicility, and they had now
' lost all hope of her recovery.
The next day I again found her in the
shrubbery, w here she was allowed to spend
much of her time, as the absence of all
close constraint and vigilance had been
found decidedly beneficial. Her joy at!
seeing me was unbounded, and throwing
herself on the turf at my feet, she leaned
her arms upon my knee, and resting her I
bead upon than in an attitude of childlike
repose, remained gazing with speuehless
tenderness up into my face. She said lit-'
tle. but I could perceive that she was filled
with tumultuows emotions, and as I behell i
the workings of her heart, the idea flashed
through in v brain that her soul might yet
he awakened. I remembered the story 011
her yearning tenderness in Childho id, and
of her unsatisfied thirst ; I fancied I could
see wherein she had been misunderstood,
and I could not but think that where cold
reason had failed, affection might be more
efficacious. She had passed the threshold
of girlhood ; the instincts of a womanly
nature had asserted their rights; the fan
cies of her erratic mind had assumed a
shape, and the anticipation of the coming'
of one who would rescue her 'from lone-'
liness and thraldom, had taken the place
of her former vague dreams. This would
account for her warm welcome of toe, and
a thrill of joy pervaded my whole being
when the thought suggested itself that it
might be my destiny to l eseure a soul from
darkness.
From that moment I determined to make
the attempt, and without dreaming of selfish
passion, without one spark of unholy love,
vowed to devote nil the energies of my na•
ture to the noble task of enlightening a
clouded spirit . . Carefully did I begin the
work, and tenderly did I guard from dan
gerous excite cat the heart which I sought
to inthie lie RZLY a child, a sweet and
love ) ild t e, and I cherished her as
if she hail been my own sinless sister.—
Never did one tumultuous throb stir my
heart when her head rested on my bosom.
The awful responsibility I had incurred,
the oppressive souse of duty, the dread of
fsilure in my godlike enterprise, seem
ed to elevate me above all earthly feel
ings.
I cannot now note all the details of my
success. I cannot trace all the delicate
links of that chain which conducted my
soul into hers, through the me hum of her
affections. I watched the liftings of the
cloud from off her spirit, and I saw clear
but briof glimpses of sunshine ; again the
shadow would settle with a deeper gloom,
and again gleams would break forth, giving
sweet promise of a brighter day. Heaven giving
sweet
joy it was to see those blue eyes light
u p with intelligence, to hear those soft lips
utter coherent words, and to mark the
elastic grace of a form which but lately
moved with all the listlessness of
cility !
But the officious interference of those
who could not comprehend either Ahoo or
myself chucked all this growing good.
Our frequent meetings were discovered,
and we were of course separated. Alice
was taken home by her family, and I was
denied all access to her presence. Nora
month, a long and dreary mouth, I never'
saw her ; and by my impatient longing to
behold her, I learned how much my soul
had gone out front myself. At length I
heard that Alice was much worse—that
she was now a raving maniac, whose ungov
erned frenzy could only be controlled by
personal violence. I could not bear this ;
I wont to her father, I explained to him
my hopes, and begged to be permitted to
see her for a single hour. He was a cold.
practiSal, reasonable man, and while he
gave me full credence for a disinterested
desire to benefit his daughter, he evidently
had little faith in my anticipation of suc
cess. However, he was willing to try the
experiment, and, accompanied by him, I
was admitted to see Alice. She was
frightfully changed. Her eyes glared
wildly, her hair tangled and dishevelled
from her iuoesaant reatlessuess, hung in
masses about her face, and her appearance
was that of one whom loss of reason had
almost brutalised. I could have cursed
the blind recklessness which had.so thwart
ed me. At first she did not recognize me,
but my voice seemed to awaken the iibra
tion of some chord whose music was famil
iar. . She became cal Mer, her ravings had
ceased, she approached matand at length
seated herself on a ice* stool *tiny feet
with the , quietude of a loving child. It
was the first time Os bad.
,been• so ea*
since we parted. O
Even,_ the, cold ,heings
aroqnsllier peroeiVed the betiefieferettiot
Of my presence, and from that inointint:
WM 40140 to , pursue my• plan ; sr4hont
'inolostatiou.
I now neglected wlj thing, end 6,
voted self etelusively•to . the'
sf revivliFing.•4•bUlown'
no tised A' And oettirt siPlem 4 ,400'
meet, but, ohrettil 'oneerybg her moods
governed thew , by t ildetwition.
I watched the en4ent of her thcmghti,
end when I found them , broken or °o gees,
ed, T sought to titre) them inta Cowie tilher
etchentid, Where they Might fuer more
smoothly. I' ou)thrateil her sibetionate.
nese of disposition, while at the ease *le
"FEARLESS AND FREE."
I checked all exciting sentiment. The I
tie between us I knew must *one of ad-
hesiveness, of attachment, of passion.
Beautiful was the slow dove lopment of her
childlike intellect beneath the influence of;
womanly tenderness; and, oh I how es- 1
quisite was the enjoyment which I found
iu thus looking into a pettedly pure ;
nature, as into the de ths of a crystal
lakej
It seemed to feel I had been set s
pars for bill:Any° that accorded to my
fellow-men, when I se thus permitted to,
fill with light the darkened chambers of I
a human soul. A proud feeling of power,
a conciousness of my high ditty was ever I
present with me, and life work to me a no-;
bier aspect when t had found so noble a
task to fulfil. Yet even then, did 1. begin
;to recognise the fearful prigs that I was
destined to pay forall this happiness; oven
then 1 found my soul growing feebler in its
! energies. There were -timsd when the
weakness of childhood came seer me, and
I was as impatient of my absence from
my Alice, as if her sweet wordsend looks
I were the aliment of my exist:woe. (fold
1 hearts might have deemed this passsion.
1 They remember it now as a proof of my
1 wild love ; but how little they understood
me ! It was but the longing of my soul to
regain that which it, had imparted to an
! other. It was the impatient seeking of
the bereavediand despoiled spirit. I was
I no longer sufficient fur myself ; Alioe was
! necessary to my being. Yet .it was not
i love; no ! it was Houaethiug nobler far I
soinethitio far less earthly.
How beautiful she was ! how gloriously !
beautiful, with those angel* eyes, that 1
sueffiright hair, those soft rollY lip and ;
that pure tint of fresh youthain hearound- I
ed cheek ! how graceful imp the sweet !
abandon of her attitudes! ivnv touohing
the/ow tones of her musical tide° I Think,
ye who find pleasure in watching the growth
Of some frail flower, from it" fillt gerra.to '
its perfect development ini beauty and 1
fragrance, think what must:be the joy of
watching the unfolding of soul—ssof see- 1
ing it expand beneath your taire---of, feel s l
ing that you have been the jeans, iincief I,
Heaven, of giving it now life!!
A year had passed, and se:. - , , 1
was lin.'
.1 5
gering on the very verge Alto inner)
sanctuary where reason .dw . the had :
been awakened, intellect had beeit tepidly
dawning to perfect day, but there were
still weak mists and broken *lows to be
dispersed ere the sun could s ins with un
clouded splendor. Yet the future was now
full of hope and prothisei she had reached
the threshold of reason through the portals
of the, affections. How age loved use I
how sweet was the girlials,',Senderneas she
lavished upon me in the dim twilight of
this the morning of her soul ! how heart
thrilling were her innocent caresses I Oh,
that I could but lose the inemory of that
time ! that I could have imbued her heart
with the remembrances that have poisoned
my existence !
It was just at this period—when there
was nothing to fear fur Alice, but every
sing to hope—that 1 was summoned to
London by the illness of my father. I
dared not disobey the call of a solemn du
ty, and being assured both by her medical
attendant and by my own observation,
that no danger to Alice should result from
my temporary abscence, I tore myselfl
from her, and set out on my melaneholly
journey. I found my father extremely
; ill, but his tenacity of life protracted his
; struggle with the King of Terrors, until
his sufferings had wrenched from him ev-'
erything but breath, which he gladly re
signed.
The terrible tension of my nerves ;
during this prolonged "agnish, together,
with my acute concio uess of an exhans-;
Lion of soul which re tired me le a n able to
41
bear distress, was too much for my bodily
frame. I was stricken down to earth, as
by a giant's hand, while standing beside
my father's grave, and I remember nothing
more until months afterwards, when I
found myself the occupant of a ward in
the asylum for the , inattne. I had been !
•
mad—raving mad l 1
My reason, however, returned as sud
denly as it had been impaired, and my re
covery jeui very rapid. I need not say how
eagerly i'l turned to the thought of Alice,
how I rejoiced even then in being permit
ted to suffer for her sake. I knew that it
was for her I had endured this loss of rea
son ; I was sure that it wall only by my to
tal oblivion of self that she could be
strongly imbued with the light that was
in me; and the thought that she had been
' receiving all of which I had been deprived
was a solace to my heart.
As soon as I regained my strength . I
hurried to Dublin, and words cannot de
scribe my emotion as I reached the abode
of my own Alice. As I entered the dmw
ing-room her father rose to receive me
1 kindly and but my feelings over
' powered me, and ur n ting toAlice, who set
beside him engaged in needlework, 'I mad- ,
ly clasped her in nay arms. . But she had
forgotten me ! Anger flashed in her eyes, ,
and her (Meeks burned with offended deli
cacy as she tort herself from my embrace
and fled to her father for protection.—
Would that I °mild forget the agony of
that bitter moment I To my hurried ex
planation, and my earnest appeal she •lis
towed as to the ravings 'of a , madman.— ,
the bad lost all memory , of our former
'union, and anger and terror .were the only
emotions I eolthi.now excite. . Her, father,
fearful of effort of such 'Agitation on
both of us, drew me 'ittto stinitier -'teem,
and informed me that Alice had been very
ill adbn slier my departure; Mid that 'she
h a d Tsoseeredfrom a esedre snack of fink,
PgreogY 8 5" PU ll .olPie t, . 4 .Aittlhil Was
like one awakened. from 44140 do*T
lesesleee. The pint bad no remenibinti
'oak' SIM wat'a tehatetre Mare itie4ft.
tos,: an& is Inv field,' alihn,'-odeite
of mennerriesdf bp , alsoettwiertkinsessi so
fancien ikpliof !m Al 4 it11.4.04,44,,Wie
d. otrible al t a seem to
I me • methought , we had' exchanged 'soul.
44e weaknam of thy girl bad esiewsk in-
L to me ; the Ilrui. unahruthi 'rit Iltiph
ntri
nd,etioe led we to the re iegions of
i*h leti re' defense 'wilt won r Oita:—
ntuftl wail tha)thOught' that , 4 'had , Ibis
lest my see ideality; doubly Seithl' L l / 4 0
,
knowledge that my traaarsajaa j o ie 0.
other's soul °odd never be recognised.— .- Homeless stud Friendlies% . I
My birthright—my noble heritage of soul It it s iladihieg teithiiik'ih'elliiiiettlh Ai I
and mind—had been given to another.. I true; toueliitnily and`tieWrt:rethfilnily "title;
had dared to uatirp the privelegets of a , s ,e r ipn .. ".
plied t‘ i A. » f 'aft 10 . 4 e r ee.j
higher order of boingfri and I was pun- thr e e l eew we egetthi t . th e .0,, e 0 0 0 1. this ,
I
ishod. • great City. Otili itaiitty- ittOrnlng of hee
, .
, Her father dreaded the effect to revive,
the mind of Alice a remembranee of
the past.. He felt grateful to •"me for 'her
restoration, aad would Iladly have, repaid
me with her love, but he dared no risk
the recall of her former tenderness.
,He
entreated me to let it depart like a dream,
and toseer her to be' fr
guided by a o
nutes-fhantasy in het affections. I prom
ised and I tried to keep my , word. Alice.
was induced to believe that my recent üb
bermtion of mind could account for' my
strange familiarity when we met, and as
her father's friend she forgave me. But
she evidently regarded me us a perfect
stranger. My mak. was done—she was
fully awakened to intellectual life, bat she
was no longer a portion of myself.
There had been sympathy between her
darkened spirit and the soul which was
imparting to it life and light. There was ,
joy between us, and hope, and a sense of
double existence, which makes the essence
of immortal love. Now all was changed;
and I had transferred into her nature) my
ow,n highgifts; I had lost my own spirit
uality ; I bad become all earthly, else why
did I yearn with such passionate longing
for one touch of her red lips, one clasp of
her soft baud ? She possessed my nobler
soul, and there remained to me but a faiut
spark of that etherial fire which had once
outshone the light of human passion.
' It was weak and vain, yet I was fuel
enough to seek her love, and woo her ati
men woo the women they would wed. —
I sued to her with gentle words and loving
looks and courtly flatteries. I crushed'
the wild 'emotions of my bosom, and bow
,ed amidst tho crowd of her tub:Orem.—
Why did she despise my homage i , Wby did
she look with half contemptuous pity on
my posion ? Was it because her sex ever
I scorn the weakness they can create, and
kruivr not how to be. at the lanie moment,
the idol and the worthipper I ! it was
I because I was degraded beneath tug-fellow
men ; fled lost all that Could elevate me
above them. He who would win a wo
man's love may give her his heart of hearts,
lif he will, but never let him admit her 'to
1 the sanctuary of his soul. What then
could I hope when the gift of my initost
spirit had been the first offering that was
laid upon the alter
I sought to make Alice love me, but
the hope was futile. Her intellectus.l had
overmastered her womanly nature, and in
winning tlatrtu reaso n_auti decided will
,of man she'BieffAi tlii gAitte
of ber sea. I asked her to be my wife ;
she refused my suit gently but firmly.—
, Maddened by the excitement of the mo
-1 moat, I poured forth the full tide of long
repressed emotion. I told her of our fur
' mer communion ; I described the gradual
development of her dawning intell ct ; I
depicted the _slow outgoings of my--spirit
as it was transfused into her; I ,prayed
I pray high Heaven, to recall some
memory of the past. It was all in vain ;
the past was gone forever. She looked on
me as a madman, and shrunk from me iu
terror. I never saw her again.
After this a torpor fell upon me, which
rendered me insensible to outward impres
sions. My mind became clouded like a
mirror, over which the damp and mildew
of long years have gathered; images were
reflected there, but they were dim and in
distinct in their outline. The present and
past were blended most successfully and
painfully. I bad no power to oontrol my
thoughts. My soul was dying onl. with
exhaustion.
They told me that Alice was married ;
but the tidings seemly moved me, fur I
could no longer be roused to fleroe emo
tion. Two years have passed since I last
looked on her sweet face; two years of an
guish such as whitens the locks and with
ers the heart of youth. I am dying ; I
shall soon be numbered with the forgotten
dead, for there is none to shed a single
tear above my grave. I am wasting
away with inanition of the spirit. But I
am not—no, by Heavens am not dy
ing of disappointed love.
• • • •
In the city of Athens, amid all the tu
mult and discomfort of a Greek hostlery,
died the writer of this strange tale. The
incidents he relate. are true; he did awa
ken to intellectpal life the imbecile wind
of a beautiful girl, who in the course of
her recovery entirely forget• Um. He
sought in vain to win her love, and upon
her marriage with another he fell into a
dee:ine, which resulted in his death in the
summer of whether of an exhausted
spirit or a broken heart let those judge
who know the fearful etreni,th of human
affection. A more practical account than
is heregiVOU may be found in Emerson'*
Letters from the !Sgeart.
Vutdamt iVoans.—There is as numb
oorrnemion between the words and the
thoughts u there is between the thoughts
and the words; the hat , r are tic,t only the
expression of the former, butt they have
power to react upon the soul and leave the
stain of 'corruption there. A prang tnan
who allows himself to nse any preflitte.or
vulgsr word,,bap ngt only shown thsjt there
is a foul spot on,his mind, but by the utter
wise 4t that word he extends thB ap'et `avid
inflatneit flt. sill by iiidagenee wiltation
Vollitie and ruin: the Whale loot Nieto.
ful of your,wordi k eimellg!ilyour4itougbei.
if,SR4 lan ftorit!Pl t he F. e . 8 / 1 0 D 0.4 9-
proper woraoarepropu ofit r ypq
Wee tie' iiti(e to'ooliMl
it from extinguish the
*Sty smetheitritv'er *mien bird tilo'ts
tviaboisi*Etwicio 'Went At.:
-11x,1;f1Proll 14 97iih,4v 10710,70,1 d be
ad,, to speals trt tPreseupe of the
pxoat rillglogni. Try qhhk t piimitibe liftth,
attdt ybit wiil~ kit* have othecillitt of your-
A Pick owl 11 , 01...trviromialVid nn hi•
rtorarr by wimilao.khst God had
vitie!"ght hi 7 1 :914 1 1 0. 'Weir."
tepiji• . "war he did. het lem ear.
tam rho ootor will arge aia lqr it."
tehieh stfetitiedyd lithe 6f tittle - tr ehltl;.'
drizzling' (Wind thin Made'
er to' lolik bat 'WM, 'WerW s emilitte,
doWn one of tha streets' Mr% Oen' wart
from that center' of 'tieklth'eftdlitetirr, the
Nicholas' 116101;'Wheaftwet lteli
arrested by the - sii(he' Of .0 fehollerfigerli
leaning 'against i laihnliorcat 'the rortikit.
of a Creek/street.. I
a Mated such figori4yrithltaldieelngioty
notietrig Them '; 'but . theist attnintil lig
in the itinearance . ofithialinett , thkt ittrettiti
our' ''the Yety ISt
Though - we h>icl itht Abell 'ken her 'rice;
there was something in the appeacanetil'of'
her dresit 'diet 'iold lark;
words et the head
tall and- well formed'. ' I.Fptin , hailetd`
she wore a winter hood, once ricit'Velvek
[ lur.trimmeil. wit new solicit; turnla't?if
laded, and-out Of stitaidte.* 15140 lie!
shoulders hung, hi' gr acorn fiddit;•'the
rethaitis of. fine cloth cloak'. l'Helt 'tiftent
was once a rich mailln deliiiie: Was s
hided now. and six invitee of' the skirrteld
that its wearer hid wandered the muddy
streets the conk. lottg' rattly , ' night'. • 'IV*
turner the corner and walked' blk,
ing somewhat why she stood time upon , the
street waiting fin' the world to go by. We
were not satisfied, Sad ignited baeitio lee
a hat sort of • face was owned by the
wearer of that •bedraggled dress. ' One
look did not suffice. ' There warvirielin-'1
chitty sadness spreiid over her cutintettainvir
like a mask, bus it was not . thick' enough ,
to hide the look or by t
. gone . days. We'
knew her. 'l'9 be fulltilitisfied;•howev
er, we crossed over ind stood by thelide
of one of the huge piles of brirks *hint
encumber ottr'streete in all di reetione, She
debris of ?denial 16hed- tenements." •Upon
the opposite sideof the itteel Stood. the
debris of another riulled:down tenement — '
a tenement 'not nude with'hands-tune
which hutnan esti 'never bUild-T-one
which kiloton ingenuity may atiortyand
make beau Wel; tfiir 'fit- for a htnne in
Heaven—tine Which: humanHtiltuniaa.
beings have pulled down end fell ;11 Mete'
wreck of what it' was crewed
form in God's own image, a worthy
worshiper of its Creatnr. A score of
sons were busy at worill putting bsellr
the old bricks, sliding new thortariputting
in new beams end brscee, retiring up, re
fitting and replenishing the bld tenement.;
It was time it was dine:lot it had.. iittiod.
there the allotted 'three•scnre ' years'Mtd ,
tali ihrhtimso Mut - Allegif4lo .
mark upon it, and Is wad pulledilownsid:
rebuilt. That was not the case With :the w
other tenement, for irlind nut stood ones
third of that time, and yet it had been pull•
ed down ! Who did it t
There'll, yet Itie enough ifs the ruin to
speak, let that answer:
While we stood entiterriplatieg the epee-
Carle hefore, US , 05 1 *Y I P" 11,PN the h,Od
ing over our head* were , sending
, iluwn,
jibes and jeers,. heart:wonntling werde i
and calling opprobrious Dunes to' one
whom, At* year ego. they , hiVit
spoken to with respect, or eriu'rted
favor; for then she wore the ,
iderhelen4
of dress and the smile, of beautY. Thole
cruel, words—thoughtless words.4:ncit
vicious ones. perhapa i —ra heavily upon
one heart ; not hers—that,Was beyond the
reach ol boa words she had 'rather hrni
them titan kindly ones—for her heart wad
eared.
9Prhte4 went i n vol u nta r ily lift!) our
pocket ailrnhhehed WH t !l
cone,'we, never shall mice tlititOkileri,
shall never forget the haelt ,that,,nrt up
when we gase it, or wortle.tlnit, came in
answer .4o a question,—aldary,'urky don't
you go home 1"
flume ! I have none, nor friends,
either."
Itonneleits and friendly's !" A, your
girl in:the Anita i ii nrght,'Wkdtctuls plint
to, go that she could call home,
Shave you no home T 'Whored° you
live, then t"
"In the street. I wish I did not lilt,.
anywhere. I'll go to Pend] kill's g'nr
cery, and soon tdo 'de 'turn.
- _
ed me dui of,Junre last sight t 1 had' no
money then. He will let :me in . now J
have got squatter." • , .
Had we done a deed of shanty or A
deed of wrong t The , heart, slid it wee
well•intended, but truth utld us.it would
be applied to support--,the license spawn
of the ruin trade. . l
We said a few words. and •hlary..weolt [
end sat down upon a door •atep,antkitele
her old cloak up,to her, hoe tu. hide ..a
tear.
To our inquiry, 4 What has ,bestome • of
your friend W illiain I", she reptie .
"Friend I Devil .I • He 'robbed his em
ployer to buy wine and-treat sae, 411 be
did when you first ketw Mv. o POOlO3Olll
- but happy emiring.girlowhen I
used to go out altuom every night with
him to late suppers,. until. untll-loo:l
ask me wltat. Seel what, I. see. . You
.heanl what those brick-610re Balled, me."
"Where is Will l' P r- 9I witching lust night
droned like 11l ' rindenlllll:AW4oll .anioOmori
just molt a poor Atimploton.. se, I , tees, , e
year ago, going asteisigilded sepulchre,-.
How Inegheforewheialill.be a nutting. A
Miserable outessi. , pout tintolten•-•-•;!--e-. ,
you heard What, ,tialty,;ealled me. Who
made nee so t I. bbuld rend ,Will. to , th!
oWnitentiarywitit , a•bortltt-, ,Wsl , lnOtlid
b the nest I,iHe ernuld.gorne nut, a hero
1 , ....dtey Would‘ftregune 401.14 e, P,ar Its- Pm'.
, haps lohould 1101• hear , them. ILohould
iithen be deed--4,if ma, ,drunk. jt matters
not which. Who cares for me, lir what
jitm nowt Look at me. Do you see
the ' - fiary that Made shirts for you. Look.
, I see my wrirk,now. You 'have it on.—
i'll ke not yet' worn omit. I am. The s titeh
h-te lasted longer than the stitcher. The
thread, of cotton lives. The thread of
life is destroyed. Oh, rom 1 rpm I ruin I"
She got up, and walked rapidly away
tor aid it Plane "licensed In, vevommittlnin
i traveller; .k where she might drown her
self in lorgetfultiewr, with the very eases
. of hair ruin.
1' D()LI4I4,RS PErft rAtitiltll w
iiiiiiiS
NU 3d,
.%1 iff t, .1 • . • ,
1?1, 1 "1 Tr, mos, nne ,it has *
segue ; the readerit,pl:the 7tatirte' 14.1,
""1 ~9urr i fi t o,ti*6 , ,1 1 4 1 ) .
the !proem tirptvigili rfi the ' hem, ,
1.4 (err tri`onitnir4)iintie:ot tntitid
Itifi)*Ta_l ll l ,l l-1r:, .fter bu,i l AlliAr to
rsde .40 1 044 FOihir d e
aiimilytt mot be.--we went' to soot
yklrrP,aor, • , f 1
i Withfr 11,111 ed,ttstrous, rer, Sir l
:
iktuoas and'happy. he was tAapted, fiat
4, "Prgiltfiflfioe 4 .4 l t , 99l, , bikilil able to
i‘as !len i ty
„ft*, tithet's i nto in' 'the Wert
I,orptio?n In har evr nig walka with Will. .
I fiert,p,ms t,tolen dry koo<I•) ate
ilut, f v,ppetit, drank wine,viol beeattat
what' !fit fottpd hitr.,in th street; then'
11 : Altsfp,,,nrxt, pnisoned alcohol. and
alit m,e)!fp friendleis, in a '0064.
• ,
"" -- 4`;t• . •
_ i fiT,lrfi i .!"„e t li9 l M 4lo a T cl f' 99°D SF
wuNT.-11t a titerary !Dinner ill London,
wbecs Th'o9olY Miiko A lll l4l B. Reach
were,o,4B 41-vic at i,,tabi,o, Mr. Tit'aekerity
o ii a a ogle,,befo T e mil Mr. *WI
"1 1 ,_ ai r.
4 Repch—trit
-4197,4,we M. pte orthography.
.
•atoutd itatufp)lx,inAteate. ..14-ack. ay—
'Rikticjit X?"—Molfrr"." ( : 1 1r. 14 1 4) .
"whp P' Ptinotilkqw. upon flawing hie name
RS X clt. 4 1 1M ,liiV4 lo l't at sPeßii4
*lEe,tfit 0 1: 13 Poriei. VPY9it -
AP I 4 eorreclfli reptipitatko9;
;11 go, "mee at Ate deasiirt.' he, Nook
0 14,11 t
, baSELLP4 I S I or LIT; Pelltm
11 " " ti 1 .1 , 044 PYINt. a ' Vrle
"IX P^l o 4;Milr " 3 4r. 'RP.aelit wi ll 'Yc'u
take a pe-tie "
~F,'4l49l l teharptio lloont.--Ttpe other,
day Nor: fitttallh o / Ica !earittgarotl44.
the jormt troll inn rage netilliell in 11 P •
wifidp*ot faFf ,attrarad with ineleeeint,
and finnclehing his, Itgotlt
while lalgai,ehmhing to another hPy•
' 11 1 APP a. PaPPor:holts who 4 0 911,
a., qtyglee dowq the,
street—Oh-h-h Hill ! git a snow
Otinglee aq emir you, can../n4 lora,. VP
141.symn, ronntt the ,00rner, aq loan U
ever , YitovAn, kit thm's great big laria..
hßgatt of 'lraq busted on the fhaaofl444
.al,. to aMaahr Tide wee.deeten
lees an embryo wrecker.
A' 019'1'041in 'celled on a pat►sr 'pstrieh.,
,_,, ,_it. •
loser, whom be , found b i tterly snitentsnit
the fuse hi' in onty son; a boy 1 1bOus - fi"!
hi t
or six" years 'of age. In boos of trinitil:hi" '
titts - afitietifd woman he Viniitlifed'iii "li , i f ,
nun stens so young could lot Savo' ti 1
nutted :14' ginsions liin; iril"tfiarige
doßbt, the child had gene tp iliiiikifOva`
..Ah, efir,iiitid l ifts slinliTiViiiit'ed"estei.
tune, “but Tommy, was s a ally
ri itr i t Al l y
a 'in ithi:9iiiiiilhar '''' •''
DottllMA N.—Uoottilior" Pimlelo he*
you tux Z . irialtonn.i.Oned matt*/ sill
ye.-timett, (rye think we'll Olt rain- tit,
(illy ? Duttlistint.-..Ktioo ink ; vs i , mow
blur; Much anis in: rtes dry . iliac b /Mike
man,nrsith sot Is'es rithtititionni lEiniftti
and thin whenisioritifitillia , 4hiplinr4o
.rainin% fit/PAW* billteolliqualther *ill
,f-egii , lYPi l 94ll4 ,l *Pei PolgM* l o4 .
thrimiice Pei.— toich o tipoth:•;(*s
........ , , , 1
it
fe'nxirliiiitti'i ntinieiilil 'liitt i ' (Nit
hit nria*iii 4 ii' the ‘oiridte, is' atti
anraliesheonthtttdim"iieh, hi: lin t.1 1 . ,
Tliti'il4abisiW n1114414' tri i1i0 , 714 ,
°Wit Mint 'bibs ! ijilifithiiiii Ws.
iiiniklY liititikiii 'tit iitet) , --lt i s no `run
Citing:Until 01 Mild titui'tiiily: got 'Anti
bilVeil Ittfailori l . ' ,
# .r•lttorpilte Igo bad of l yte.'Dorby, to'itay
Wales, worse (bawd*
,t. An?* p Ism ytour rivorence;ll ern:prove
k *y#o4lHolLSoriptoro-4 bo'iho
powers., it your , rivorestosi• is It*
sormoo tyseteniay, till as if **Amalfi tha
aforil o he'd , fletsfrom oh: Miss,' if i
guy wife shelliritur me, !I?
04. 1 i ' VOL6 ' 4II !cc
, 1 ' gIIPPISTP* I) . ,
.3r l FO , 1P' 4, 46 , 410 Poem* Bar
The, • ,••
The •
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l;
Goa uniW,
' •
X it I: 7 i im r it Pill; • •
• BI D ropoi and inir,
traii . :iiiiift'auid; le twain'
• DisielVe4sid t •
fir
hunnieudge,At manner' of erniny
kstlidteli. 'we 'teddukiehd,'
True glory coneiels in doing yellyi,
wri;tan; ip wri erbot.tle.
,slint4ll, iq be quid. ,4 1 0-ifr. 40 ,1 Ting *A le
, ninite„ilie , pporl4 ,l PlPPiAr foIPSW
, ,
noir ifery 111tuppetis," 'paid
one ..that' adi
-164;11' *fib' set brit, to the business. "Very."
refill*, die tither; ..and have you not tii
aittirkidh'iter Seldom the beehives le bread
it) l ate INdiiiita " •
Faisla,Fin!c•nys l it , provoking for a
inoo k int, who haw worke".l all Airy vit invii4-
10111kflickid coin .cf. tiny husband..s.pkinti
lova loar ; frpm enothor , wcnuan Ain
, or pot guilty ?" said a ./udgis
to iialivs of as Etherald Isle. '
• "3E4 as ydr honor plilies." It's sot' for
thilltis'o lie. to dioCate to var
loss the reply. '
Dent yaw .enetober old Tamer, dome .Lis.
pld Tsarist so she sag MO I
Hew he used to, writ day sgd sight tgrillhaper
Arid avatd inteslopers7-4s!iilaip
A lover hair been 'pithily described the
twin who; in his anxiety to 61)064
eion of another, hie Ida eidatieliiilid it
birevelf.
Ladies Irbo wear kr" seek dromilikirs•
sally eirry well lilted eboets its* sly
heuds.
Among the earkwitiaa ar dis ohiwirso,
was a prtnual irith • Ave doliarblibwatoia
pea Yet. Sanaa km sons in
' , Thaw'. an lidlisq laud it day Nit 'Jo*
fiords," as Mr. Disy'44o etas Ni. Delp
hod ',rids. •