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My he Lrt beat no:, itfe;t not then." • Why so melancholy, my dear Su tan?' said Mr. Atwood, as he drew a chair, and seated -himself by his wife. •Surely it 15 not an affliction to have a daughter well married, especially whew the house of her husband is scarcely half a mile from that of her parents?' 'You will acknowledge, George,' replied Mrs. Atwood, 'that, let a daughter's prospects be ever so flatter ing, there is much to touch a mother's heart, when she resigns her child to another. It is. in a degree, severing une of nature's strowrest ties, and it could not be done without a pang, even could we fure,ee that happiness and com'ort w:add nut be diminished. But on this pint there is always a The event only can fearful doubt prove whether a man will make a good husband; and even should he do so. in the common acceptation of the term, there is still a doubt whether he and his wife are so matched as to make each other happy.' my dear,' said Mr. Atwood, 'for my own part, I feel no misgivings relative to Helen's happiness, and am vety sorry you are inclined to anti cipate trouble. In Mr. Howard, I have perfect confidence, His character is unblemished, and hi 4 principles such as every one must respect and ap prer.-e. I do not suppose he is per . - tut, neither is 'Helen; but I think they truly love each other, and this will enable them to overlook and ex cuse each others defects.' I doubt not. the firmness or recti tude of his principles,' said Mrs. At wood; 'but must confess that I have 60111r.`, fears that - his temper may not be suited to Helen's. Some trilling cir cumstances here ied me to apprehend that he mar be self-willed and obsti- 'lute." Firm, yon mean, my dear,' said Mr. Atwood, 'and I hope be will be a te. It «•ill do much t• 1 improve en; fir you know that want of firm ness is ouc of the defects of her char- acte - : .and besides,' said Mrs. Atwood, I have thought him sometimes too grare for a man of five and twenty. Vulatillry, I should as much dislike, as you would; but Mr. Howard would please me a great deal better had he a little nwre buoyancy and cheerful ness. I fear he will be stern.' 'Here, too,' replied Mr. Atwood, ' I have thought that a kind Providence selected the very man for our daugh ter! His sedateness will temper her vivacity, and her sometimes to thought less gaiety.' 'I am sorry you see so many faults in Helen' replied Mrs. Atwood. 'And is marriage like death,' said Mr. Atwood, that you forget them all, as soon as she is separated from you ? Have we not always seen ihese defects, and labored to correct them?. I know her good qualities, too. She is affectionate, kind, gentle and for giving; and always willing to confess a fault, though sometimes apt to re: peat it. I know, too, that she has a fund of deep feeling, held under a somewhat cureless exterior—and that her temper was cast in natures finest mould. All this I know, and much more; and doubt not that Mr. How ard will see these things as clearly, and appreciat4. them as highly as I do. So cheer . up, my dear Susan, and in stead of spending this wearing time from you in sombre forebodings, be , , grateful to a kind Providence for ' giving her such a husband, and trust confidingly in his care.' While the mother's breast was thus - anxious concerning the future happi ness of her daughter, Dlr. Howard and his youthful .bride were as happy as the dearest friend could wish them. They had been married but a , week or "two; yet in so short space of time appearances indicated that Mr. Atwood 's prediction was likely to be verified. - Helen had never been half so happy in her life before—and nev er before was she half so sedate.. She , T learned by experiencenlat happiness of the heart is neithei noisy nor mirth- ' ful; and that it induces seriousness rather than gayety. True, he Ivas rather grave for so young a man, and smiled but seldom; but when he did smile, it was like a sunbeam, impart ing life and gladness.. But grave or' otherwise, he was all ,that she wished him to be. Her respect. fOr him .equalled her love; both were entire. He treated her with dignified tender ness, that left.her nothing to ask. . But time knows no indulgence, not even to the most happy, who would gladly lay a finger on his flight to lengthen the golden moments. The first months of wedded life soon hast en away ; fleeting months they arc, and rush by to join the past eternity, and in their train come the cares, the duties, the trials, perchance the mis eri of life. • The youthful bride commenced her married life with the determination to please her husband in everything— her deportment, apparel, and her housekeeping. About the first two she felt no anxiety—that which had won, would certainly retain him; and she would be careful not to fall into thatlpecret'aftegligence which so often follow44lle niarriage . cerewouy, .and which is so calculated to produce coldness if not disgust. Her domestic arrangements were a more serious - matter. She was but little more than eighteen, and though her education in , this particular branch had not been neglected, she yet had little skill in that department where experience is . so important. She made many mis takes, and would have made more, but ft,r the near neighborhood of her mother, whom she frequently con sulted, and whom she found better than twenty books on domestic econ omy. But Helen did her best, and hoped in time that would become easy which was now so difficult. As be fore said, she resolved to please her . 111141:1nd in all things, and doubted not' .for an instant that he woula ue equals .) , solicitous to please her. On one point, she anticipated a difference. Her parents had so plainly told her of her faults, and had labored so sedulously to correct them, that she was conscious if being far from what she ought to be! consequently her husband would I have much to overlook and forgive, he, on the contrary, was ao correct, so s perfect, that she would have little or nothing to excuse. But he loved her, and sought her for a wife know- Ling her to be a very imperfect crea ture, and would not that love lead him to pardon all errors, the more readily as they would not be willful l Un questionably it would. With these views and feelings and designs, Helen Howard began her married life; and the conformed to her plan, as nearly, perhaps, as action ever conforms to resolution—practice )to theory. True, she did not find herself— - "ti.ti!iug on a summer's sea, [face." When noL a breath of wind flies o'er the 'sm . - ' Some of her cares were irksome.; some of her self denials not a little painful. She found Mr. Howard ex ceedingly particular. This however did nut surprise her, it was what she anticipated. How could one so per fect in all things—principles, manners, taste, fail of being particular? But then it made it difficult to please him; and often times she was in doubt whether the manner of doing it, would be agreeable to him or not. When possible she always consulted him on points where she supposed he would have a choice—but frequently she was obliged to act, when to consult him was out of the question; and somehow it seemed tojielen that almost' every thing she did according to her own judgment or taste, was directly in opposition to that of her husband. She had not lived with her husband many months, before she learned that by a particular closing of his lips, she could tell when lie was displeased. Fur herself, she ‘‘'tis a child in feeling, Mild in temper; gentle and fascinating in manner;, and after she had become aquainted with the peculiarities of Mr. Howard's displeasure, would .twine her arms about his neck, ask for an explanation, confess her fault and beg forgiveness. An affectionate kiss from him would dissipate all her uneasiness, and lead to fish efforts to please. Mr. Howard did not always Avait to have his displeasure or disapprobation detected. As time rolled on, and the bride was lost in the wife, lit was very plain to tell her when he saw aught amiss; but the same process of recon ciliation followed, and all was 31:911 again. Though Mr. Howard could blame ho never praised. - He was of the opinion that.praiSO is always inju rious. Many persons .seem to think that oven the most .merited counnen• d a ti o n must induce vanity and pride. Pity it is that some who have e m. laced '• this view were not equally. DEVOTED TO THE PRINCIPLES OF DEMOCRACY, AND .T4s DISSEMINATION OF MORALITY" LITERATURE,. AND NE\i'S COUDEWQRT, POTTER COUNTY; PA, J 11.07, 21, 1854. afraid of continual censure, or even of slander and detraction! , Let no one think, from the preceding picture that Helen was an unhappy wife. She was far from it. No one could be unhappy who loved and respected a husband as she loved and respected Mr. Howard, and - who doubted not that her affection was reciprocated . There were occasional clouds that crossed the landscape, ma king .the. -returning sunbeams seem still brighter. Years . aS well as months glided away, and when Helen was four and twenty, she was the mother of a son,. a. daughter, and, another son. In the meantime, .she had suffered a severe affliction. Her mother had been taken . away by death; but . she lived 'long enough to have her fears allayed as to her daughter's domestic felicity. She saw iothin„o- and heard - nothing to . lead her to doubt that . it was as per fect as could be experienced in this imperfect world. Indeed she knew not that so far as connubial happiness was concerned, a cloud had ever passed over her daughter's path. It was by slow degrees that Helen learned that she must submit to her husbandin everything. The spending of an evening at a neighbor's house— even the mostAritling matters of taste, must be as much subjected to his con trol, as the most important transaction 'of . life. Helen - ; cheerfully acknowl edged her husband's supremacy. Her mother had taught her, and the Bible taught her that authority belonged to him ; that it *as her duty, ' and would be for-her happiness, , to obey him in all things. Her afiectionate heart ,prompted her to this course; but she . was a human being; she naturally had taste and inclinations of he own, and these were not always, of course, in , accordance with those of another. Sometimes in case of collision, she could not help feeling that. if she yielded on all important points, Mr. - Homiard might occasionally yield in If.' she argued with a sigh, 'he finds it so hare to wishes of another sometimes, why can he not realize how difficult it is for me to do it always 1' If the half formed thought arose in her mind that her husband was serish, she instantly banished it. 'Oh, ne,' she would say, 'he is not selfish! Men are used to authority; and are. not aware what it often costs the subject. I suppose or . i this point they are much alike.' Per fect good nature, and- unwillingness to detract anything from the. perfec tion with which she had invested Mr. Howard, led to this conclusion. Had Helen's own father entered her mind at that moment, she. must have. ac knowledged that between some men there was a striking contrast. With this, however, • Helen could have got along very well. She had as littleobstinancy as any of her species: and if in that moment of trial her heart would sometimes rebel, ;the feel ing was soon gone,,land she yielded with grace and cheerfulness. . That which was much harder to bear, was, .that as Mr. Howard grew older, it was difficult to appease his displeas ure and sometimes perhaps.very tri fling inadvertency, two or three times before the kiss and reconciliation would he granted: From her own heart it flowed spontaneously ; and however strong Mr Howard's objections Might be to bestowing praise. on another, lie never manifested any repugnance to receiving it himself. Helen loved to praise her husband, she loved to repeat to him the praise bestowed by others, 4. greatly increased her happiness.—, But when her special, and sometimes laborious - efforts to do what she thought would give 'Dir. Howard peculiar sat isfaction, would fail to call forth ono . word of commendation—one look of grateful satisfaction—fail even of at tracting observation, her heart would almost sink with disappointment, and to be quite happy, it was indispensi ble that she should be very forgetful. But was Mr. Howard the impeach able being his wife was willing to be lieve him 'I On the contrary ho was far from it as well as other well prin cipled men.' But the never confessed a fault to human being, and often when he had given his wife a just cause of complaint, if . she manifested it—not by upbraiding, (for of that her nature was incapable,).but as an affectionate wife may with propriety express dis pleasure towardsher husband, he re sented it in a high Aegree ;' and many times she with sighs and tears, sued forgiveness- when he alone was in fault. She was prone to believe her Self to blame, and peace. she ,must ,have, on anyterrns, or be wretched. The power of pleasing, lor giving satisfaction, -seems to -be-taken from us,just.' in proportion as we - diipair of..exercibing it. Helen was almost hopeless of securing the approbation of her husband, and her heart was'de pret by discouragement. She remit ted none of her -vans—to please; it had become a habit of her Mind ; but She was scarcely conscious that her en deavors noVO rose less from 'the hope, of receiving commendation, than from a desire' to escape . reproof and 'cen sure. For the first three years of Helen's married life, the sun Shine had greatly preponderated over the clouds; for the three last, the cloudS had been gradually gaining the , preponderance over the sunshine ; and before another close'd, they gathered over her head, to be dispersed again, only when the sun of her life was setting. In acme way, in which no principle of right was involved, but where the opinion or will °flier husband only was conserned;r Helen had• again "trans gressed. She twined her arms about his neck, but he unclasped them, and, not very roughly !indeed, but - firmly, put her from Mai; This she could hardly endure.' My dear, husband,' she cried, - ' do not look so coldly, so stearnly.on me 1 Do believe that I never displeased you without the deepest regret.' Again she strove to encircle his neck with her arms, but was again repulsed. 'lf you had not said as' much a thousand times before,' remarked Mr. Howard, I might believe yon ; but of what use is that regret that produces no amendinent Helen burst into an agony of tears, and falling at her husband's feet, clasped his hands in hers. Do you doubt my sorrow ?' she cried in a voice choked with a violence of her emotion. ' 0 do not thus break my heart ! Forget that I displeased you. now, or ever, for wigfully I would never do so. Oh, say that all is forgotten !' She was' looking,up into his eyes, but their expression was,as cold and unfeeling as ever. In truth he was moved, for he saw the agony- of his wife's feelings ; but he thought that perhaps, were he less ready to forgive, he should have less frequent eccasion to do so, and he suffered-not a feeling to relax. bins +( Y r ~. momentwhile her heart was throb bing, and every muscle of her face was working with anguish—to. catch the first indication of forgiveness and reconciliation ; hut nothing of the kind was there. A change come °vex; her in a moment. Her muscles ceased to tremble ; her heart ceased its tumul tuous throbbing and she calmly arose, and left the zoom. This was some thing new ; and for an ihstant Mr. Howard feard he had gone'to far ; the . former thought returned---I have made peace too readily ; more marked dis pleasure may have a better effect ; and lie restrained the impulse. There was a voice within which whispered that he. had not none quite right ; neverthe less, he returned to his engagements, and left Helen to attend to hers. • When Helen left the parlor, she went to her chamber. She felt per fectly calm and indifferent. For seven years,' thought she,.'it has been i almost my sole study to please him; ilfid vihat is. my reward !' She sat don and mused. Her entire intellectual being seeme.d , resolved into memory, and her whole married life rushed in review before her. She saw her own uniform desire to secure his approbation, and to his pleasure—and Mr. Howard's exacting his fault-finding his unforgiv ing spirit. 'lt is too true,' thought she —' he is selfish, arbitrary, and impla cable !' At the close of this train of thought, 'Helen's own feelings alarmed .leer. Her heart was too wiiet. ' She longed to have it gush forth, as in time past, in-tenderness towards her hus band ; but it would not. It was rather feeling than thought that led her :to repeat—' He is selfish, arbitrary, and implacacable and firmly clasp ing her hands together she exclaimed, in deep bitterness of spirit—' I shall never love him more.' Never befOre had Mr. Howard been so anxious for the tea hour as on this afternoon ; .and scarcely in his life bad two -hours stretched themselves to such an interminable length. He could with difficulty, fix.his mind on its tip- . propriate business. An undefined feeling of self reproach and appre hension haunted him. But, thought •he; she will fly to m'y arms the mo ment I enter the housi, and then will assure her that all is forgotten. Long as time seemed, sloWly as it dragged itself along he would not go to .his house until the usual hour; .to have. done otherwise, wouldbave been too great a sacrifice of his dignity ; but when the bell chimed the signal - ,for him to leave. his office, rapid:steps. he hastened homeward. - The.tea s table, • when he entered the : eating room, Was spread, but . -gelen was not there.— Very shortly; boWever, she appeared, and only with a calm word of -courte sy—for :Helen had always'-been cone -ten4s .even..to bgr husbapti-41eatea :herself .at .the' table. Zr; lioi.vrAWl -took his :seat,. hut mechanically : for to partake Of the triening. meal was. a EBE matter that had not entered his mind. • ;•Hia eyes glanced upon Helen's face froth time to time to discover, ir pos sible, what this new manner meant. That face he had hitherto been, able to read as easy as a printed page ; but now he vas completely at fault, Could he have discovered any indication of suppressed feelings,—the Slightest quivering of the hp ; could he have diecovered any mark of anger in any feature, he would have felt relieved ; or could he have perceived any tremor or huskiness in voice, it would have quieted, in some degree, his feelings ; but, all these signs of emotion were wanting. She looked, indeed, very serious, but neither displeased nor sorrowful,, and her voice, though some what lower than usual, was perfectly clear and mild, and 'distinct, as she performed the usual services of the tea-table, or briefly answered any tri fling question he proposed to her. Mr. Howard rather lingered at the table, though he knew neither what he ate nor drank ; but as Helen remained as unaltered as a marble statute, he at length rose abruptly and retired. His feelings were compounded of wonder, anxiety, apprehension—and a kind of displeasure, of which it had been .dif ficult to decide whether himself or Helen were the-object.. The next day, and the next, and the next, were still -the same, and Mr. Howards,anxiety began to settle-into a feeling of vexation and irritability. .' She may remain ptubborn as long as she pleases,' thought he: It is not the husband's place to be in subserviency to the wife ; and if she thinks in this way to soften my feelings or under mine my authority she will find her mistake. If she wishes the harmony of other days restored, she must yield.' For several proceeding days, Mr. How ard's feelings had been so harrassed that he thought not of finding fault with anything ; but now he was not sorry when an occasion of censure occurred: Perhaps it would effect that which he so ardentlydesired should be acconi i.E...l..a. urstbrolt r1;0311t0 , 41" . RIO from dignityon his part. In the usu al manner he. expressed his-disappro bation. Helen clmly replied that she wr.s very sorry, and would be very careful that the same error should not again be committed. Mr. Howard was thunderstruck by her calm indifference. He would much . rather see a tempest of feeling, violent in proportion to the unnatural tranquility that had so long reigned. Dignity and- anxiety had a, sharp but momentary conflict, and the' latter so far gained the victory, as led him to say, you have not appeared as,. 'usual for some days dear Helen; are you not well ?' ' I am very well, thank you ;' she replied with the same unmoved tones '• and manner as before, scarce raising' her eyes from the work in • which she was engaged. 'At least,' continued Mr. Howard, with suppressed emotion, you are not as cheerful a's I like to See you.' Helen continued to -ply her needle with all diligence, and remained silent. Mr. Howard watched her for some time with deep . solicitude, and then suddenly left the parlor. And few more days• spent just like the preceeding one led Mr. Howard to resolve on leaving home for a week - or two. Hitherto his' unavoidable journeys had been seasons of great tri al to Helen. As soon as he would be gone, tkie hours were litterly counted, until his return might be expected ; but now she heard him propose to leave home for a number of days, with as much tranquility as if. lie had proposed to take an airing. .With her usual Care she saw esiery thing-was properly prepared •for his journey—but there; were no tears—no entreaties that he Would use all possible dipatchno ,Parting kiss which assured him that 'her whole heart, and soul went with him. He departed—and in four days was at home. again. He was on the road during the whole period of his . absence. Indeed his feelings were such, that when he arrived at his own house, he was really indisposed. Hel en met him with all due courtesy ; ex pressed her satisfaction that he had returned Without accident ; and re gretted his impaired health just as she would have done, had it been a com mon acquaintance under similar cir cumstances. She neglected . no duty, however, but nursed him With untiring assiduity ; though with no mere um derness \ than her benevelence would have led her to manifest to a sick stranger. 'How' much longer is this to last, _Helen,' said Mr. _Howard one day, after she had stood for some silently bathing his. temples, but care fully averting 'her eyeS from his. He c la spe d w e r h and in his as he spoke. - Without a ,Word in reply, she dison ,gaged_her.hand, and. calmly Nal ke.a.to a ..clopet zo.replacp ihnNiali the c4mtepta 'of which slap had heen . using'. Hirwaid` closed - his - eyes, and ' P . ' (I leaned.. his head on. the back Kis chair; with a suppressed sigh. He neither knew what to do or think. The person who moved about - .him, who conversed with him, end attended so •carefully to all his wants, seemed entirely another being than his own Helen. Forinerly she had been just like an affectionate, confiding, depend ent child ; every joy and every sorrow was poured into hir ear ; her whole soul was laid hare before him. At once she had become the dignified, reserved, self-po:ssessed woman. She said nothing either of whet pleasedor what troubled her. She expressed neither hopes nor wishes. She conversed on any topic he introduced, with freedom, if/Am p/sea' were out of the question, but here she remained impenetrably silent. Her mind seemed open to his inspec tion; her heart was hermetically scaled. Week followed . week, and month lagged alter month, without producing any change; but use did not render the new " state of things any more tol erable to Mr. Howard. His conscience told him the wor`k was all his own-. His happiness was destroyed for thorigh to the world: his pride cf char acter made him appear much the same as ever, he was m truth :retched. And he thought that Helen must be wretched too ; for though she uttered no Word of complaint—expressed neither regret nor sorrow, he knew that it must have been a stunning blow, which could have produced so perfect a transformation. But was Helen's happiness de stroyed 1 It was as rational to ask Whether the earth would be light and cheerful, if the sun were blotted from the heavens! Love. is. the sun of every society; and with concentrated beams, it! . is the sun of domestic life. Without it, all is dark, and cold, and cheerless.. Intellect may flash and blaze, and dazzle—but if the heart remain unmoved, it is like the Aurora Borealis of the frigid zone—illunti• paling desolation only. Helen's heart, vn for a* her husband was concerned. was left blank. Frequently, and with all her power did she strive to recall her former feelings towards him. - She knew it was her duly to love him; lice conscience- condemned her for her apathy;. again and again would she enumerate the excellencies of his character, and call back the tender nesi of former . years—but her efforts were as useless as if she had striven to soften adamant. The words, .ho is selfish, arbitrary, and 'implacable,' seemed stereotyped on her very soul, and were first and last to present themselves, whenever she thought on the subject. In proportion. tte Helen's atrectioas ceased to dictate her actions towards Mr. IlowaN, was hor - mi4l active in studying duty. She was too well principled—had too mach self respect—and too great a regard to the pro. prieties of life, to do aught unbecoining to her position; or to leave undone that.which could reasonably be demanded of her. Hgr husband's welfare- and respectability, she on= deavered to promote to the uttnost of her power—and his happiness, so far as it could be done with her present feelings; hnt this could not be done 'by expressing teuderness and a:Tee:ion which she did not feel; it was contrary to her very nature. Helen had no confidant. Could she not disc:ose her heart to him to whom she wits bound by the nearest of all ties, she would d sc'.osc it to none other. - Perhaps, had her mother been living, the maternal bosom might have been the receptacle of her trials; but as death had renioved this sympathising friend, no other should be a substitute. Not even before he two oldest children. _did she ever utter a word that would betray her_seorlt uneasiness; but in the unheeding- ear of her youngest boy, as she pressed, him to her heart ; and scalding were - the tears she shed upon his head, called forth by her . blasted hopes. Except for her children's sake, life had no charms for her. To a bet:twito heart, what can be either attractive or inter. esting ! Yet Helen dearly loved her childreU. 'and on their account life was valuable.- The him= heart that has anything to love, and that is loved in return, cannot be utterly and recuodilessly desolate and wretched. Had Mr. Howard beep what he.had now become, one short year before, he had been among the happiest ochusbands, and Helen ho most belovid of wives Never, since the firm week of their union, had he been tie attentive—so studious to please her; end never at any period, so ingenious in devising means. to (ouch her heart—not even in the days of his youth. His fault finding, too, Was no.aly or qui:e gone, for when with Helen. he was too much engossedby other cares, to allow of hii noticing things of trifling mo ment. But, alas for himsolf—alasfor her too, the change came too . late! it was 'like pardon after execution.' - Had Helen's IlepoytimAnt been different from what it was, her husbands heart might not have been alienated finial her. Formerly he had looked upon her ad ie/A th;t nepd.ed .a guide; a asesteia lovely, endeazinechild, it is triminit tt child it'll. .Ha I:Low - 16%w he; a 14- "POW; .offioigtt - wotolut, equal to the [To be boittisteed.) Il NO: 10.