“Bellefonte, Pa,, November 16, 1928. EE ——————————————— WINGS OF ADVENTURE Heroic lady!....The world held its breath waiting for the news of her safety at the end of the adventure. Suspense became unbearable when no news came—intolerable even to peo- ple who never had heard of her name before it flamed into the newspapers with portraits of her pretty face. ~ Men went to their clubs at lunch- eon-time hoping to see good news about her on the tape machine and said, “What a darned shame!” and “I wish to goodness they wouldn’t do these things,” when there was no news at all after the first false re- ports which kept public emotion on the rack. Heroic lady! What courage! What carelsseness of death! What smiling gallantry to go off like that after so many trag- edies ending in frightful silence! They blamed the man for taking her. They believed he had done it for money and the publicity which her name would give him. They said it was the act of a cad, or, at best, a recklessnesss which risked this girl's life on a hair’s-breadth chance which he had no right to let her take. He was a dirty dog because he had accepted her money, persuaded her to finance this foolhardy adventure and lied to her husband who had trusted him. Then he had let her down by losing his nerve—according to his own men and those who saw them start. Lady Barbara had gone off gaily, like a schoolgirl on a joy-ride —Ilooking boyish in her airman’s kit —with a smiling courage, and the he- roic spirit of so many modern young women who seem ready to defy death itself with a shrug of their slim shoulders. Well, I don’t want to deny the courage of Barbara Lethbridge. I had seen it in war-time when she drove an ambulance under shell-fire and took unnecessary risks when she was too young, as all of us thought, to be allowed anywhere near the fight- ing zone. She had used her father’s name and wealth to provide funds for this hospital unit which worked be- hind the Belgian army days of the war when the wounded often were left to die where they lay owing to the woeful lack of am- bulances. The nominal leader of this volun- teer ambulance column was an Amer- ican doctor, and the driver and stretcher bearers were a queer collen- tion of adventurers and idealists. But it was Barbara—Barbara Merri- vale, then—who was really in com- mand, partly because she paid for the whole show, but mainly because she had an irresistible spirit and utter fearlessness. She risked death many times—un- til her volunteer ambulance column was dishanded when the British R. A. M. C. took command of the situa- tion in Belgium and discouraged ama- teurs and pretty ladies. No, no one, and least of all myself, can deny the courage of Barbara Lethbridge, as afterwards we knew her. But there are other qualities be- sides courage, other virtue. Not that 1 want to moralize or write priggish- ly about te private life of that lady. I understand her temptation. I have a tremendous pity of her. I don’t blame her in any way. But I must defend the honor of that boy Douglas Merton who has been de- nounced by the world as a “bad egg” and accused, publicly, of having per- suaded this lady to give him great sums of money for an adventure in which he afterwards showed the white feather. I can’t leave it like that, knowing the truth. After the war I had seen Barbara a few times in dance clubs and cab- arets—those places of expensive fool- ery in which a war-weary world tried to get back to the gaiety of life, and failed miserably. She was one of those young women who after their war service in hospitals and canteens found peace objectless and dull, as though all the meaning had gone cut of life now that death no longer was reaping its harvest of manhood. I can understand that, though it was a tragic phase of psychology. From what I have heard she had had one or two love episodes with boys who were killed and then, after the war, with a married man who was a good-looking cad. Well, that needn't be raked up now, except as a clue to the history of her mind. I had lost sight of her after her marriage with Lethbridge, who had made a fortune out of cotton and re- ceived a peerage from Lloyd George —2a man of fifty or thereabouts, with a touch of gray about his temples and a hard, masklike face with a stern mouth—judging from his photo- graphs in the illustrated papers. Oc- casionally I saw her face also in the weekly papers. There was a snap- shot of her in the hunting field, tak- ing a fence—one form o thrill out of danger and testing her nerve again. Once or twice I came across photo- ' graphs of her sitting on shootin sticks or walking round the paddoc at Ascot, or in groups at Monte Carlo, or at winter sports, or other gather- ; ings of society pretending to amuse itself. She didn’t look amused, I thought. arily charming in a portrait by Orpen at the Royal Academy one year—re- minding me of those days when she drove an ambulance in war-time—but there was, I thought, a discontent in her eyes, a touch of scornfulness or peevishness about her mouth. Perhaps that was the painter's fault—or his idea of her. It was not the expression I had known when she had driven over bridges under shell- | fire. Then at a reception in London I saw her again. She touched me on the arm, in fact, before I knew she : was there. “Was it a thousand years ago,” she asked, “or the day before yesterday ? Do you remember?....That day in Dixmude. !” She laughed at this remembrance of a scene of war which had been ex- Jemely unpleasant in its nearness to eath. in the early! getting a . But she looked extraordin- : “Unforgetable,” I said. “I remem- ber 1 had the wind up properly. And { you were very rash! “The wind up!” she repeated. “How ' good to hear that old slang again! We don’t talk that language now, do we? There’s a new generation com- ing along, and they think it bad form {| —prehistoric—to mention a certain little war that happened in the time {of old fogies like you and me.” | It was in 1914 that she had driven i her ambulance into unpleasant places. | She was twenty-two then, as far as iI can remember. Twelve years had passed. That would make her thirty- | four—the best time of a woman’s life | perhaps. But they had left their marks, those years, almost imper- | ceptible, or at least undefinable, yet | with the touch of time that no face ican escape. Behind that smile of hers there was a look of discontent, | restlessness, revolt against life itself ior some unfair deal in the cards of luck. | “I feel as old as the rocks,” I told her, “but you look the youngest thing 'in the room, and the most beautiful.” “Kind and untruthful friend!” she answered. “My mirror tells me the ‘tale of crow’s-feet and the approach of haglike age. Get me some coffee, ‘and let’s talk of the war, where not ‘a soul can hear, and we'll whisper about the boys who were killed, and air raids, and strafed towgs, and the , jolly old days.’ | “Lord!” I exclaimed. idea of jollity ?” * I brought her that coffee and we sat in a corner of the crowded room ‘and talked “war stuff” for half an hour or so. | Once her husband came near and i smiled at her when she raised her hand to her forehead like a young ! subaltern saluting his superior officer. ; He was talking to some bearded for- “eigner and went to the far end of the room to stand against the mantelpiece i and continue his conversation. { “My lord and master!” she said, and jmade a comical grimace. “He looks as though he liked you,” I remarked lightly. “Oh, he’s kind,” she admitted. “He bought me with honest money and | doesn’t shirk the expense, though I'm YST3,, costly, I've no grudge against im.” “Is that your minutes, and I saw that she was not listening to a word I was saying. i That Orpen look—the expression he ‘had caught in his portrait of her— came into her face then. She stared across the room, with its moving crowd, with a look of dejection and peevishness, and a kind of scornful boredom. “What’s the good of it all—this life, I mean?” she asked presently. i toa not too bad,” I said. “It’s ife! She shook her head. “It doesn’t mean anything. There’s no thrill in 3 No purpose. It’s all so utterly utile.’ | 1 laughed at her a little. “What do you want?” asked. “Another Armageddon, with lots of dead bodies and heaps of wounded men for you to rescue from burning towns? A mas- sacre so that pretty ladies can show their pluck?” My irony was lost on her. i “It did mean something—all that,” she said. “Service for a tremendous cause. A test of one’s quality. Com- radeship and courage. An awareness of danger which gives a zest to life. . How I hate all these little creatures who think that the ultimate object of life is to vamp their weedy boys in some overheated night club. Some- times I would like a bomb to burst in the middle of them. air raid would do them good.” “That’s morbid,” I told her. She agreed, and laughed at herself. “I know! That's how I feel some- times. ...It’s because I miss some- ; thing in life. The thrill of adventure. Some big purpose with a risk in it. It’s no fun being the pampered lady of a cotton king with nothing to do but the eternal round from one bore- dom to another. Who said life would be endurable but for its pleasures?” “A cynic,” I told her. “That old scoundrel Rochefoucauld.” “A wise old bird,” she retorted. She stood up from her gilt-backed chair and smiled at me. “Well, I've enjoy- ed my morbidity! Thanks for listen- ing. Now I must go and make pretty faces to my husband’s friends. Oh, I do my duty!” She moved away and joined that square-jowled husband, and soon af- terwards I walked back to my club. “A dangerous lady,” I thought. “I shouldn’t like to be her middle-aged proprietor. She’s out for adventure, some tremendous thrill in life. Not all his money can buy her that.” There I was wrong in a way. It was money anyhow—her own or her hushand’s—which enabled her to adopt a new hobby, providing her with plenty of adventure and that tre- ‘mendous thrill for which she craved It was through the newspapers again that I heard of her activities. There was a paragraph one day in the Morning Post which caught my eye: Among the well-known women who are taking up aviation is Lady | Barbara Lethbridge, the beautiful wife of the great cotton manufac- turer. She has already obtained her pilot’s certificate at Hendon on a “Moth” machine, and yesterday she flew with her pilot instructor, Mr. Douglas Merton, from Hendon to Bournemouth, making a skillful landing at the aerodrome at 4:30 p. m. Interviewed by our corres- pondent, Mr. Merton (who, it will be remembered, flew recently from Croydon to Cape Town on a record flight) expressed the opinion that Lady Barbara Lethbridge had a perfect touch and wonderful nerve. “She takes to the air like a bird,” he said with a laugh. Lady Bar- bara is the danghter of Viscount Merrivale, now commanding at Gib- raltar. Her portrait by Sir Wil- Liz Orpen was in the Academy of 1026. | “A risky game,” I thought, after b | reading this paragraph. “One crash and that’s the end of it, without a miracle of luck.” i _ But after that conversation of ours I could see the psychological neces- sity, as it were, of this form of ad- venture to a girl of that character. Risk, danger, an outlet for nervous She sat there silently for a few A jolly good | : energy was her only remedy for bore- dom and futility. It was somethi thing ‘ask Mrs. Armitage to sing one in her blood—an ancestry of soldiers and sailors—which made her impa- tient of the social life of peace. That, and her war experience with its un- setting remembrance. One item in that newspaper para- graph interested me a good deal. It was the fact that young Douglas Mer- ton had been her instructor. I knew his people—his father was Mowbray Merton the etcher, who had a studio in Cheyne Walk, Chelsea, and his mother was rather well-known as a miniature painter. I had known the boy too when he was at Westminster, before he went up to Oxford, and I remembered him as a shy lad who wanted to go into the army rather against his people’s wishes. He had taken up flying and had been a lieutenant in the R. A. F. before getting this job with the “Moth” people. He had been too young for the war, and as far as I could reckon he would be about twen- ty-four now—ten years younger than Barbara Lethbridge. Somehow, foolishly, as it seemed then, I had a kind of uneasy intuition about that difference of age. “Just the age of the young officers she used to know in war-time,” I thought. “If I were that square-jowled husband of hers ” Then I rebuked myself as a suspicious ass with unpleasant ideas. “Ridiculous!” I said aloud, one of the club waiters. It must have been a few days af- terwards that I met the lady in Pic- cadilly and we had a few words. “How’s flying?” I asked. “Great and good !” she answered with enthusiasm. “It has saved my life. I should have died of boredom without this way of escape.” Certainly her face had lost the look that Orpen had seen in it. Her eyes were brighter and more vivid. There Jos no line of peevishness about her ips. “Take care you don’t die of rash- ness,” I said. “It’s the next thing to suicide in my opinion.” “Pooh!” she laughed. “It’s safer than crossing the road at Picadilly. Besides, why play for safety ? That’s a poor way of living.” “Safety first,” I insisted. “Any- how, don’t go leading your baby in- structor into any wild-goose chase, or risk his life in a nose-dive by pulling the wrong handle. That boy Doug- las has a very charming mother who dotes on him.” A faint wave of color crept into her cheeks and she raised her eyebrows. “Do you know his people? Aren't they dears! He took me home to tea one day. Douglas reminds me of all those boys who died like flies in the startling war. It’s nice to meet their type again. I thought it had gone out, somehow.” 5 she called him Douglas, I notic- ed. “Come to dinner one night,” she suggested. “Tomorrow, if you can. My husband would like to meet you.” I didn’t want to meet her husba very much, but I accepted her invita. tion for the pleasure of talking with her. She remained in my remem- brance for that war work of hers— her gallantry. At dinner the next evening I did not have much chance of talking with her. I was at her husband’s end of the table, and he made himself very civfl in a heavy-going way. I noticed that his eyes strayed now and again towards his wife and that he watched her—rather wistfully, I thought—as she talked vivaciously to a young man. ton came into the drawing-room rather late—after some stunt at Croy- don, he explained—and Barbara greet- ed him with her military salute. He hadn’t changed much since I had seen him. At least he was as shy as ever, fingering his white tie and = ac- tually blushing when he was introduc- ed to one of the ladies. He was good enough to remember me and a day on which I had stood treat at Ascot. “Since then,” I told him, “you have become a famous man. Croydon to Cape Town, eh? Magnificent!” He shrugged his shoulders but looked pleased. “Lots of luck,” he explained. “It was the machine that did the trick. No trouble from start to finish. One of these days——" He didn’t finish that sentence aid looked at Barbara with a quick nerv- ous laugh, ; “Yes,” she said. “Why not?” It was some secret between them-.- some adventure he had planned, but I didn’t ask him to reveal it. An at- tractive type and, as Barbara Leth- bridge had said, exactly like those boys who had died like flies in the great war. Good to meet again. ... Later in the evening Lethbridge took ne into his study to see some old I rench prints, and after I had looked at them he noticed my gaze stray to a photograph of his wife on a small table-by his desk. She was in her flying-kit, standing by an aero- plane, and looked very brave and pretty. “Yes,” he said, as though in an- swer to my thoughts. “Devilish risky I wish to heaven she wouldn’t do it! It knocks my nerves to pieces.” “She has wonderful courage,” I re- marked. “I was with her when she drove an ambulance under shell-fire. She didn’t understand the meaning of fear.” “No,” he answered. “It was that war stuff that makes her so——* He checked himself, as though afraid of revealing too much. I sup- pose he meant restless and dissatis- fied with all his wealth, and out for dangerous adventure. “Let’s go back to the drawing-room,” he suggested. We went back to the drawing-room and I noticed that Barbara was sit- ting in the window-seat with young Merton standing in front of her, while the other guests were listening to a girl who was playing the piano. The music stopped and there was a mur- mur of applause, but I heard Bar- ara’s voice clear and distinct above this general demonstration. 5 “It’s the greatest adventure in the world.” Suddenly she put her hand on young Merton's sleeve and I heard her next words. “You can count on me, my dear.” “Barbara,” said Lethbridge, rather sternly, I thought, “I’m afraid you’re After dinner young Douglas Mer- ' on Rn, neglecting your guests. Won't you of her charming songs?” Barbara sprang up with a laughing apology. “We were talking shop. Sorry! ....And please, Mrs. Armi- tage, do sing something won't you? One of those delightful Hebridean things!” » She was playing the perfect host- ess, but L could see that Lethbridge was annoyed. From beginning to end of the Svening I did not see him say a single word to young Merton, and I could understand the reason of it. He associated this boy with his wife’s flying adventures which he said knocked his nerves to pieces. I suppose it was this meeting again with young Merton which prompted me to call on his people in Chelsea one day. I had not seen them for three or four years. having been liv- ing in the country and traveling abroad a good deal, but they welcom- ed me as though only a week or two had passed since my last visit. Mow- bray Merton showed me some of his latest etchings and then left me for some work he had to finish in his studio while I had tea with his wife. Needless to say, her son's name cropped up quickly in our conversa- tion, and I made some allusion to his friendship with Barbara. I was surprised to see that Mrs. Merton looked rather distressed at these words and was silent for a few minutes while she poured out tea. Then in her frank way she revealed the cause of her trouble. “I wish to goodness he had never met that young woman. She has a bad influence on him. I'm getting— well—nervous.” “Do you mean they are falling in love with each other?” I asked with the candor of an old friend. Mrs. Merton sat back with a little jerk. “Bless the man! Whoever sug- gested that idea? Good heavens, no! Douglas is already engaged to a nice girl—Patty Irwin, the little actress who plays so charmingly at the Lyr- ic. I had made what the French call a gaffe, and felt rather embarassad. “Well, why are you nervous?” I asked. “If he’s immune from Lady Barbara’s blandishments, what's wrong anyhow ?” It seemed that Mrs. Merton's trou- ble was of quite a different kind. “She wants him to set the Thames on fire,” she told me rather myster- iously. “She keeps prodding him about some wild idea of another rec- ord flight. She tells him he mustn't rest on his laurels and degenerate n- to an instructor of amateur aviators. She’s all for ‘fame, ‘glory,’ adven- ture,” and nonsense like that. “If only she knew what I suffered when he set out for Africa! I wish flying had never been invented. “Well,” 1 said, “most of the rec- ords have been made, and I should advise young Douglas to leave the game and glory to 1indbergh and the others. What we want now is a focl- proof plane for short distances. Since they crossed the Atlantic—” “From west to east,” said Mrs. Merton quietly. “Nobody has gone the other way ecept those poor dears who went into the great silence.” It was before the flight of those two Germans and Fitzmaurice the Irishman. “Good Lord!” I exc'amed, very much startled by the tone of voice in which she spoke these words. “Do you mean to say——"’ Mrs. Merton looked anxiously to- wards the door as though we might be overheard by a servant or some- one. “Hush!” she said. “It’s a secret. Douglas blurted it out one night. He's just mad about it. It’s that lip-stick- ed lady who put the idea into his head. She wants her husband to provide the money. Fortunately I don’t think he will. It’s my only hope.” “It’s a new form of suicide,” I said. “Those Atlantic flights ought to be stopped by law.” “Who can stop the spirit of adven- ture?” asked Mrs. Merton simply. “Douglas looks as shy as a schoolgirl, but when adventure calls nothing holds him back. Not all my prayers nor all my tears.” There were tears in her eyes now, just for a moment. But I could see where young Merton had got his cour- age. Her eyelashes fluttered, and she pretended to smile. “I ought not to have told you a word about this. But we are such old friends, and you know that girl Bar- bara. Tell her not to ask her husband for that money. Tell h~t that I shall hate her if she encoui. es Douglas in that mad idea. After all it’s his life that will be risked. Not hers.” “There’s nothing that I can do about it,” I protested. “I’m not inti- mate with the lady.” “Hush !” suid Mrs. Merton. The door opened and it was her son who came in with a charming girl whom I knew afterwards as Patty Irwin. She played singing parts at the Lyric, and I remembered seeing her in the “Beggars’ Opera.” “Hullo, Mother !” said young Mer- ton. “Pat and I met on the door- step.” He kissed his mother on the cheek, and was civil to me. But somehow it seemed to me that his behavior to Miss Irwin was not that of an ardent lover who was going to marry her in August. They were more like brother and sister, I thought, in their casual way of conversation, and amusing banter, at the teatable. This story, which must be told for young Merton’s sake, gets into deep waters at this point—the dark waters of human psychology. Now that Lord Lethbridge is dead—last year— there is no great harm, as far as he is . concerned, in revealing his part in the drama that excited the whole world. The man gave himself away to me one night, and it is curious and pitiful that he should have done so, consider- ing his position and his long training in self-control. But there is a break- ing point for most men, and he had reached it that night, or before. I had gone there to dinner again, at his house in South Audley Street, and the only other guests were young Merton and a man named Creasy, who meant nothing to me until I learned afterwards that he was the inventor of the famous 485 horse-power Creasy motor engine with which in Lint Si - Douglas Merton had made his flight to South Africa. During the dinner I am afraid that I did most of the talk- ing, about the international situation and the possibility of something good coming out of Kellogg's peace plan. Creasy, a pleasant bearded man with the look of a scientist, seemed interested and kept me going with in- telligent comments and questions which pandered to my simple belief that I was entertaining the company, until I became aware that the nerves of these people were on edge and that, apart from Creasy who was playing up to me, they were not paying the slightest attention to my disquisition. Lethbridge sat grimly silent, except for his duties as a host regarding wine, Now and again he seemed to be listening, and turned his eyes towards me, but there was a blank look in them except when he gave a queer furtive glance at his wife. She was sitting on tke oppesite side to Doug- las Merton, and I noticed presently that she was eating practically noth- ing. Once she looked across at young Merton and smiled at him myster- iously with some secret message in her eyes. It was Lethbridge who opened my cyes to the cause of all this nervous tension when coffce had been brought in and the servants had left the room. “I suppose there’s only one sub- ject in our minds—with perhaps one exception,” he said, with a faint smile in my direction. “We had bet- ter have a talk about it—now that we seem to have settled the fate of the world 1’ That was a slam at me, and I color- ed a little, I think, but turned my at- tention to Creasy who made an ob- jection—polite but quite urgent— against “public discussion.” “These things leak out,” he said. “Whatever your decision, the whole thing ought to be kept absolutely private.’ Barbara laughed at him and gave me a guarantee as an old friend. “Nothing will get beyond this room.” Then she turned to that middle- aged husband of hers with a kind of eagerness and impatience. “What’s the verdict, Frank? Oh, I do hope you're going to do the big thing, after all my arguments. What's the money, anyhow? It means nothing to you, and you’ll get it all back, every penny of it, when Doug- las does the trick. America will go mad about him. He‘ll be a second Lindbergh, and not so indifferent to dollars, because he can’t afford to be, worse luck ! We shall share some of his glory.” “I don’t know about glory,” Mer- ton said with a faint smile, but it’s a pretty good stunt, and dead certain with the new Creasy engine.” “I believe the engine is all right,” said Creasy with quiet confidence, “after a few more tests. But, as Lady Barbara says, I have to think of the dollars, worse luck. I must pay the horrible cost of producing the finest engine in the world and risking it on an Atlantic flight. It’s only fair to my company to get a proper guar- airtee and a share of the profits.” It was to me that Lethbridge turn- ed heavily, while he figured his glass of poit. “I am glad to have you as a wit- ness,” he said. “These pecple—my wife especially-—are trying to per- suade me to finance an attempt to fly the Atlantic from east to west. Mr. Iferton and Mr. Creasy are offering themselves as victims of that abomi- nable sea. “Well, I suppose if they want to commit sucide it’s their own business. But then, you see, they want me to pay the expenses of that particular funeral. Or, at least, Barbara has been asking on their behalf. She thinks I'm very unkind—very unsport- ing—because so far I have refused utterly to become an accessory to what I consider a form of criminal lunacy.” “Not quite as bad as that, sir,” re- marked young Merton with a quiet laugh. “Still I quite agree that I have no right to ask you for a penny. Lady Barbara thought you might be interested.” Barbara turned to me. “Speak to that stubborn husband of mine,” she pleaded. “Tell him that man doesn’t live by bread alone—nor vet by cotton goods. Try to make him understand that there is a spirit- ual aspect of life and that a great and gallant adventure—the biggest adven- ture left in the world—is worth help- ing by men who have the material means. “I'm not asking for myself. I'm ready to pawn some of these silly pearls.” She flicked the rope of pearls round her neck as though it were a string of worthless beads. “It’s be- cause I want Douglas to do a big thing for England’s sake. He's our Lindbergh. After Africa—the Atlan- tic. East to west. It’s his chance of immortality. It's our chance of giv- ing him the chance. Frank has only got to scrawl his name on a beastly little check....Help me to persuade him.” I wished to goodness she hadn't dragged me in. I thought of Mrs. Merton, who had asked me to prevent this thing. : . “Frankly I'm against it,” I said. “The risk is too great. Immortality 1s all right, but there's something to be said for life. Didn’t we sacrifice enough boys in the war?” Barbara’s face flushed, and she looked at me angrily. “Et tu, Brute?” she said scornfully. I turned to young Merton and ask- ed him a quiet question. keen to go?” “As keen as mustard,” he answered, but I thought there was a moment’s hesitation before he spoke, and he was obviously embarrassed by this financial discussion, which, after all, was Barbara’s idea and not his. “It would be a great test of my en- , gine,” said Creasy. Lord Lethbridge poured himself out another glass of port and I could see that his hand trembled slightly. “Very well,” he said; “you can have what money you want. JL write the check for it. But our friend here”—he looked over at me—“will be a witness—before God and men—that it won’t be my fault if this young man goes to his death over that in- “Are you — - fernal sea. The money is a present to my wife. If she likes to use it as Dond-money; that is her responsibil- ity.’ “I can’t say you put the matter very graciously, O Lord and master,” Barbara said,” but your words glad- den my poor heart. Thanks, and thanks again, on behalf of our gal-- lant aviator and the inventor of the Creasy engine. It’s a good deed for- England and young adventure.” Then: she laughed and looked across at. Douglas Merton and raised her glass: high over her head. “East to west!” she cried. Young Merton answered her salute: by touching his glass with a “Cheers- io!” Then he turned to Lethbridge: and stammered his thanks. “Fright- fully sporting of you, sir—and all’ that!” Lethbridge took me into his study again to see some Persian manu- scripts he was collecting. He ignored a reference I made to that flight busi- ness, but as I have said, he gave him- self away that evening and revealed a dark passion which startled me. It vas when I was going and returned to the drawing-room for a moment. to- say good-by to Barbara. Creasy had gone, and Barbara was bending over a map with young Merton, as they sat: on the sofa together, her head close to Merton’s. The boy spoke in a low voice as I entered the room. “You mustn’t think of that. It’s an absurd idea, and I couldn’t dream: of it.” “It’s a heavenly idea!” said Bar- bara. “Thirty six hours and then eternal fame—-or the next best thing.” (No please. ...Don’t ask me,” he: They had not heard me come into the room across the soft carpet until’ I spoke. “I must be going and many thanks.” arbara syrang up and held out her hand. “Goal heavens, it seems only" five minutes since dinner! Mr. Mer- now. Good night, ton and I have been talking shop again. The great adventure!” “Good luck to it,” IT said. “But you know my views. It fills me with: terror. Honestly.” We argued a little until I kissed her hand and left her. Lethbridge was standing at the- door and then, in the hall, waited’ while one of his men handed me my hat and gloves. “A windy night,” he remarked. He held my hand for a moment with a cold touch and then said some-- thing which sent a chill down my “PNot good fyi ther, d . Not good flying weather, do vou think? But if that boy wants to re the risk the sooner he starts the bet- ter, as far as I'm concerned. I don’t like his manners and’ T suspect his: morals. Post-war youth, eh? De- testable!. .. - Well, good night.” I was an outsider in this affair, but I confess I was horribly disturbed by it, and especially by those words of Lethbridge’s. His anxiety to have me as a wit- ness before God and men—as he said’ —that he would not be responsible for Merton’s death, suggested some se- cret complex which, as a student of psychoanalysis, I found sinister. He had agreed to finance that adventure --.. Was it to get the boy out of the way of his wife? As for Barbara, I did not know what to think. She had adopted young Merton as the subject of her hero-worship and it was natural enough, knowing her character and history, that she should want to help forward his ambition, even urge him to take a big risk for a great adven- ture. But I was afraid there might be another side to this affair. She was a woman of thirty-four with a cross- grained husband for whom she had respect, perhaps, but no real love. She looked back always upon those war days and the boys she had known in that time of great ordeal. Douglas Merton belonged to their age and type... I knew enough to see the chance of passion here, and the risk that lay in wait for a boy to whom Barbara’s patrician type would seem more won- derful than the prettiness of Patty Irwin at the Lyric Theatre... . Well, there was nothing that I could do about it—except watch and wait. It was six weeks after that dinner in South Audley Street when the in- credible thing happened which made a world sensation. It was owing to an accidental meeting with Creasy—if these things are accidental—that I saw the start of that Atlantic flight. We met in Piccadilly, and when I ask- ed him how things were going, he told me that they were “going” sooner than he had expected. “We shall be off,” he told me, “as soon as the weather reports are favy- orable from the other side. Any morning now.” I admired the courage of the man, well past middle age, who was will- ing to stake his life on the rythm of his own engine. “Better come and have a look at us,” he suggested in a friendly way. “I'd like to show you my “Triumph.” It’s a pretty box of tricks. We're taking a trial tomorrow at ten o’clock, if all goes well. Hendon, you know.” He laughed, gave me a nod and strode off down Piccadilly, taking a last look at life, as I thought rather morbidly. It was that mee*ng which prompt- ed me to rise rather earlier than us- ual next morning and persuade a taxi- driver to take me as far as Hendon. But on the way down my eyes caught a paragraph in the morning paper which gave me a mental jolt. At nine o'clock last night in Piccadilly Mr. J. H. Creasy, the well-known motor engineer, was knocked down by a Royal mail van which collided with a private car. He was conveyed to St. George’s Hospital where he was detained, although fortunately his injuries are not serious. “No trial flight this morning !” I thought after an exclamation of hard luck in regard to Creasy. But as I was very near to Hendon I decided to take a look at his monster engine and have a word or two with young Mer- ton, There is no element of surprise in what I now have to tell. All the (Continued on page 3, Col. 1.)