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O SA,OII,,ND head, now wounded, With, grief and scorn weighed down I sacred brow, surroundd With thorns, thy only 'brown I ' • Once on a throw* of &dry:, Adorned with 'light divine; Now, all despised and gory; I joy to oall thee mine. ono estbr o w , and dearest In other days the`*arid' ' • All feared when thou ippesaradat ;* What; shame on thee is hurled 1 How art Ahott.pale with anguish, With sore abuse and scorn ; Row does that visage languish; Which once *as bright as morn.l 4 04 me, 44 thOU, art dying ,, . oh, turn thy pitying eye; : • thee for mercy crying, Before thy cross 'I lie, Thine, thine the bitter *siva, Thy pain is all for.mel Mine, mine the deep transgression., My sing are all , on flee. What language can I borrow To thank thee, dearest friend, Per all thy dying•sorrow, Of allyty woes, the ,end , Then can I leave thee ever ? Oh, do not thou leave mei Lord, let nth nave; never Outlive ,zny love to thee. If' I 0, wretch should leave thee, 0 4esus i leave not me , In faith may.l receive thee, When death shall set me free; When strength and comfort languish, . ,A,nd ,I,must, hence 4epirt . , .11,4ilease me then from angupsh By thy own wounded heart. ..,43e near me *hen I'm dYing Oh t alum thy ercise to me., And. for my : euccor CoMe, tord, and set me free This heart, new faith , receiving, From Jesus shall not me . ; For he who diei believing Dies.eafely throngh,:thy,love. 4 Gerhardt tothropionintret LETTER FROM OHM. !blowup, Jr ly 28,1802. 4088 , 18 ,Editors : Truly, the harvest is great, but the labor ers aretfew. May , the Lord of the beliest send forth more laborers ;into this diarvest-- field. The opcninS for missionary effort in Northern Ohba are great and Wonderful'.. But where is the needed number of men to enter upon the work and reap the fields al ready White unto the harveSt? This is atm of the .new ports opened-to foreign residence, by the recent treaties between China .and the. West. , As a centre for missionary oper ations .it stands first in its importance north of Shanghai. It is s ottly about 100 miles from Peking,', l a city of 2,000,000 of immor tal souls. ;It has water communication to the westward an south*ard, aftording facil itieshardly to be surpassed in China lor itinerant missionary labia% •But there are only two American and four English mission.. aries‘here,,and ,cf, these, two or three are but beginners in the language.of the people. Is there not ample room for *more men? and Will not some of the. readers of these few, lines sat from this heathen city—ai large, or even larger, than the city :of Philadelphia —lift up their hearts in earnest prayer that God would send more laborers into this har vest-field ? Are there not a few not to say any) missionary pandidateg in America ho will covet a part in this work ? Let such beware bow they answer practically the question, Trh,om shalt I send?. May. they of be reckoned by the Lord of the harvest s replying, Do not send me. • ' The people here are ricw in a state of , reat excitement and of wonderful delusion. certain priest of. the Buddhist religion is hrobably the most popular man in this vast pity. He appeared here—a.stranger—only a few weeks ago, begging in the streets, ac cording to the custom of the priests. It soon became noised abrbad that he could cure the cholera and various forms of disease, by manipulation of the parts diseased, or by washing with water, Sto. • He uses no medic inal means for the cure of disease. A booth or neat shed was erected for his accommoda tion, and Multitudes visit him daily in the hope of being relieved of, their bely mala dies. Dotibtless.several thensands go to see him daily, actuated by various motives. A few days since, 4-company with two English` missionaries, I %Sea .te the .tplace north of the north gate of the city, where he is prac tising his arts, and the sight which met our eyes will, I am sure, not eemi be effaced from our memories, It was a =very warm day, add yet we found a large crowd. surrounding. the priest, some on their knies,holding,hurn ing incense in their hands. „ Re had. a bell in one hand, which he rung every new, and then, prostrating himself on the ground ,a•nd bowing his- head down towards, the image picture of a female divinity, the Goddess of Mercy, whieh recognises as his ,Fiatron. Whenever he .bowed, those who had , ancense bowed also end •made their worship of .the divinity. Women .and children, old men and young, were there, -Inipiaig to be benefited in some way by the power of this priest to heal, and doubtless many, believe, themselves to have been benefited by. him.. some assert that the mandatinsandthe gentry, intend, to build' ieariPle ,to • his 'hondr an vac* of the aid which he has rendered the sick. Others say that the 'officers are hot proposing 'to take saiy atitiveart in the erection , of the temple, but are willing thatthe people should do as they please Van rAeard to.the.matter. He positively refuses .to receive any money in return for the benefits he .is supposed to confer. A kind of self-appointed committee it is rumored are collecting brick, timbers, and other articles needed in building ; from those who imagine thetni,elveg to have re ceived manifest • benefit .from him, oaten- sibly for. the purpose of erecting a temple for him or to his honor. One of the mission.; aries, on jhe ,occasid? referred to, , engaged in conversation with him, charging him with deluding and deceiving the,coramon people. He did net loss his composure, but remarked• that he himself could do nothing, but wliat :was, done benefiting men was Ihrbugh the 'potency of the. Goddess of Mercy ; that-the •oacerebelieired 'in the genuineness of the 'fiereefits received; &c. isTotwithstanding his immense popularity, he continues to main tain a _very humble and devotional appear anee before the multitude. .Whereunto this strange delusion and ex traordinary excitement' will,grew remains to be peen. ,Notwithstanding the excessive 'heat of the day, two or three large censers or furnaces were' employed to burn- up the intense offered by the visitors who.' suppli cated his aid. This heat 'added not a little to the heat of the WM - Teeple were coming and going all , the while, he being the centre of 01 attractions, the supposed embodiment of power to heal., Would that the l people would open their ,hearte tothe. pize and- the ennobling doe trireti of the blessed gospel of Jane, and seek the salvation of their souls, with even a hundredth part of the zeal which they ex hibit towards the worship of images, or which they put forth in the pursuit of bodily good. . The cholera has been raging here.; and it is estimated that some,sis or seven thousand nakivea have bisen laid low by'it. Only one church-member has been fatally attacked by it, and be died with the name of Jesus on his lips. The subject of sudden death has been brought vividly before the minds of the native Christians. Some have lost a parent; others, a husband, &e. The scourge is now stayed 'as we trust. it was *ttought best some two or three ,weeks ago, for the native brethren belonging to the different missions, to hold a union prayer-meeting in,view the ravages of this disease, and behold, while they prayed the _Lord sent an unexpected shower of rain, which purified the atmosphere, and donbiless checked it some degree. The season has been.a, trying one to the faith of the brethren; but it is believed that the • presenee of the , cholera will have proved 4iessilag to them. LESSONS. OF .WAR. NUMBER XXII MODERATION UNDER- PROSPERITY. IT is in the.mons,ent of victory, an army l 8 exposed to the 'greatest danger. It is then that resistance, should there be any, usually produees the most:fatal effects. A few armed men, rising unexpectedly from an ambush, or a small reinforcement to the-routed party; arriving on the field, has often snatched the victory from the conquerors, now `disordered' through the excitement success, and intent only upon the spoil or the pursuit. It is a stratagem frequently employed in battle, to pretend to fly before the enemy, that,he may be attacked with greater advantage, amidst the intemperate joy : ; and -confusion of ,imams glued victory. From this cause have arisen some of the worst disasters recorded in his . tory. 'Hence 'we hear one of the great gene rals of antiquity say to his soldiers, on the eve of an engagement, " l ! et no, man run when he pursues." -rt was a noble - trait of the Spartah armies, that they were slow to believe, themselves the' - vietors, and continued to fight as against unbroken lines,. even after., the enemy bega4 to fly, and marched on in close array, with equal and steady pace, till the last foot' of the field was their own', and then did not pursue with/that immoderate thirst of slaughter - so often fatal to the arms of less warlike nations. . The moment of fairest prosperity, when every difficulty appears to be surmounted,` is that which calls for the greatest moderation. The elements of opposition have then, indeed in a great degree, disappeared; but we, in a funch.greater proportion, by .the influence of success upon the rabid, have become unpro tected against those that remain. Nothing should induce us to abandon in a happy hour the virtues by which it was ushered. in. Ai no tithe are watchfulness and self-command so requisite, as when not -a- drop of sorrow remains in our cup: At no' time is it so wise to close our ranks, and stand to our arms, as when one by o o ne, ur difficulties are giv ing .way before The guardian powers of the mind. should,be kept in line, even in pur suing the vanquished and spoiling the slain. .such -a state, of existence as the present, to be seente, is 'to be in fearfal jeopardy. CloudS may fordi and gitther in the inidst of the bluest sky ; 'and' dangers are ever hover ing near us, in the day of profoundest peace. Our'enly ist:fety is, Ivith• an "humble sense of ,weakness and of sin ' and •a= tender fear of meriting God's displeasnre,q.to place our selves in , his ,hand, and every moment to rem new our cry Ayr protection and for grace. ttortitino: XELMISEDEL 11E14144ED= was in himself nothing. He was a mere man'; but he was a typical man, appointed to foreshadow the eternal. Son 'of God. In Genesis, we, for the , most part, find the parentage and •descent of the:personages spoken of carefully,recorded. But,lielchis edek is an exception to this rule. ~The book of Genesis makes no mention o#` his'birth, or parentage, or deseent. He .Is, says the Apostle, "ungenealogized." • Without' re- corded `orentage, with nothing recorded re specting those who had. preceded, or these who ghciuld;succeed him, he appears sudden -I,Y, like ,all :linknewn stranger, on the scene. It is this silence 'as to his .parentage and descendants #3l,t, constitutes him, typically (not' actually), an eternal persen, 44 having neither beginning ,pf days nor end, of life," but made to resemble the eternal Son of God, as abiding a Priot in'perpetuitt 14elchis edek,•therefore, as a typically eternal foreshadowed laim.who, being a truly eternal. Person;hrings .the, , eternity and all the.ex cellency of that which He personally. is, into the offices which He assumes. •• In` human arrangements,`-.high office gives dignity to the person ; but, in the case of ~immanuel, it, is the Person who brings potency.ami adds digtitty to the office. Kingship, too, Was associated With the priesthood of Melchise dek. As a priest, he was typically one who knew God, having , acquaintance with His, mind; ,ffis .purposes, and His 'truth ; as, a king, lie witm - ae • one endowed with power to give effect to that which, as a priest, he knew. It is meet that one Who has all knowledge of God, should be invested with all power to act and to rule for God; and such an one, typically (but only typically), was Melehise dek. Jae was king of rigkteousness , and peace. King of righteousness was not his title, but his name. Anti-typiCally, it directs to the Person of - Vim who, having, by His service for ; 41s, on earth, secured for us tv standing in everlastingrighteousneas ;b efore God,*still. maintains and gives effect to the , principles of GOd's holiness? taking care that none of those principles should be tar nished, and yet protwting us, mid securing to ue everlasting peace. Accordingly, :Mel ehisedek,-the king of righteousness, ruled in and troM. Salem, tha.city of peace. Thence, in, the .power of righteouSneest and or peace, as p ne typically eternal and typically divine, he came forth, the' priest of the Most nigh G l ad, to bless saying, "Blessed oe .Abraham' of the Most Sigh God, possessor of heaven and earth." And after havipg thug blessed Abraham, he ministered to him " bread," the symbol of that which giveth strength; and "-wine," the symbol of that which giveth joy; and Abraham, on his part, recognized the giver of these blessings as fypically divine, for he, gave him tithes of 0-- I.Christian TreaBury. RELIGIOUS PRINCIPLE THE TRUEST SAFEGUARD. . , RELIGIOUS 'principle is' the only moral safeguard at man. Every other influence, will be ,only like the green withs with which the treacherous Delilah endeavored to bind the Hebrew giant. They will snap, like ;threads in the whirlwind of pasaion,. or shrivel like tow before the fire of temptation. The sea, of life is covered with dreadful wrecks iof character, where everything eon wired to . insure a , prosperottet voyage, save true religious prindiple. I care , not who or what a man-may be, if he Sties away from God will not warrant that he shall not be guilty of the foulest crimes, or sink to the lowest mint of moral degradation. The sad and sickening proofs' are around us on every side; and. though every sinner does not go to the .extremest - length 'in his wanderings from God and right, yet he =may do it.. There is no certainty where he,will stop when once he enters on the downward road. And even if a man .is kept by the restrain ing grace of God, to• which, and not .to say superiority of nature; he owes it that he does not become utterly depraved and degraded, yet all sin 'implies degradation. It takes a man from his true sphere, and lowers him from his normal position: A 'Orce,sus - or an Alexander, a Laplace or a Hume, a Itousseau or a Byron, a Franklin or a Humboldt, are none of them the highest style of man. To reach the loftiest prises of wealth, and secure, the best rewards of ambition—to wear the greenest bays of thesch * olar i _and smAieve the most distingiished bonoti_of the philosopher or the poet, may all be consistent with;what involvei •moral degradation in the sight of angels and in the estimation of God. That soul which is filled with anything less than the glories and achievements of eternity is a degraded soul, though it, may strut , its brief hour upon the stage of life, arrayed in-the tinsel of every diatinction. 'that belongs to P. _Rogers. ALL . ONE IN MUST JESUS. OR, A .PEARL IN AN AFRICAN SETTING. The following narrative may gladden many hearts, and awaken praise to the Father of. mercies. C. J. was born in the Island of Santa Cruz, in a state of slavery ; at fourteen years of age her master brought her to this country in company with several of his own children, whose education he was anxious to' Complete. For some wrong-doing of the mast ter, not immediately against her, she resolved to forsake his house, and.did so at once, seek ing from door to door for employment. She was soon taken in, and at no great distance from her former home. But a few weeks had elapsed before her place of service was known, and the master urged her return. She utter; ly refused: After the *sage of several months the master, of his own notion, made out , her emancipation papers, and gave them to her. Years were away, and when about. twenty-five years of age this sable child wa,s' washed with the "washing ,of regeneration," and knew herself a child of God.. She stood. fast in her liberty for the space of fifty years ) dining all which time she walked , with the people called Methodists joying and rejOic ing in their order. Seil;ing with Martha's careful hands through all her threescore and ten•years, she provided things honest in the sight, of men, and laid up forilierself in :storei. both a good foundation .against the - time to come; and with commendable forecast pro cured a lot in Greenwood,,and adorned as a place for weary bndy among the rich at her death. Many. were the foretitstes of her heavenly blisi which she enjoyed with many`friends of Jesus still living in this city. To two of these she had intrusted 'the management of her. savings as she labored on, careful meantime to clo partfor the cause of goodness. A. marvellous feature in the life of this woman wasohat although never rising above the condition of a house-servant, her frugality and care found her when disabled by disease from further remunerating service, entitled to about $9, 1 300 in the hinds of her faithful' friends. In her case, , tere was a striking illustration of that which is written : " The blessing of the lord tuaketh rich and addeth no sorrow. " Now mark the , sequel of her hiStory:,she devised to , the Missionary Society ,seme-$l,- 00, and distribated the balance of her prepex ty to other charities and personal friends, and she herself has gone to the sight of her Re deemer and the society of those" who have washed their robes-and made them -, white in the blood of the Lamb.—The Methodist. CHRISTIAN reader, are, you faithful ? Are you earnest—ln season and out of season ? Were yen' called` to' give an account of your stewardship, could you say, " I am pure from the blood of all men ? "--Acts 26,: 26. ME Present propriety of the wicked can only be regarded' as a term of 'the long-suf fering of -God, , which zives•thern the oppor tunity, by repentance,to escape the 'final -- judgment of,God.To/uck. SaneVfied God to the and most ben the last survi the greatest been those pi est to their 'original inch and the yrayS and have labi and the liveF In the in the days of and when the equally low, it victions and lit scattered over its dreariness. - 17 - the holy dari monts o Ansi establialied in and the tale mystios, warm native, but. And the 'un to his sacred from the word did most higher eiviliz It was the broke over , the ality aod op modern world. nest and daring .guided by prud: fects of the pres: upon the grace o of the Reformat the sphit of ev, When the Pmte their independen fight of persectit , • of daring in - ord r t, • mice, .41heYstink int, work had. been ? , .e, was to enjoy thei pe ed the penalty in si growth of a ratio 8: lis to true religion.. 4 te shook all EuroPcf an over which religion h. needed- to rouse theli in formalitim. On: the es have bestirred th• their energies for the ptl, we have Been the ifestation of the Hol God.calls for our gress in knowledge, • the exercise of inge faculty, in' his''service according as that se On a large scale h tiated, in : the : epiritna terptieing early ehnre mindedness which.,l: security as the state revival which - eonstit in the lethargy which revivals of more react realm of Christian ent Earlier times had ohs , The avenues to work the principal authcorit of the world, expresses bitign.. ManY;9f . thes Moved, and the state is that of invitation t ment, of the gospel an ty r . • We have now fre task. But its .magni upon us, as the nation welcome the messenge enterprise proceeds in of Christian countries invading hosts of ini their strategy and cal to repel 'them. Never exacting of intellectua vice of - -the Lord than Christ ramifies endles• every kind of ability. the plea that there is for him. Any subject yield new weal* of the all the actunen of his i ideas wrciught at by • give peculiar . 'energy tion. For such' itis a. away. Ever,y , servant o senses -a mine, in his ow ral, it 1 . 13 in ;the jine of his way to . discovery rect ; and the chiser w: motives of t the indiwidn material, aid•the great handling: of 'enterprise. trade,- the farmer on h among his• pupils, and t .gregation, has the best •hy.kir mnre. lilkely to 4 han 4 ny IPir,,;d44arit ..ttis . nior e _likely to b: plain fact,'lminble as Oti PAUrS!lritico resulti3 endlesilyneW: TilE Two B A Wltrrinin the Fr Review forcibly presew .ofresemblatioe bet Ween and that,; whibb, at pr land with the - desoloo lovnng extract pers ders. It does not ems says_ on the' subject,' This war- - the • reboil his paient Absaloin ag' fore'at.elo great a distal by us dompatitively lit Sympathies were awake as we Were called active wants, and at; first too has , ftnally s3pl:oo,,aboost stones,' and hag. grAwY ticproporticm„ PAW sa4 9 ntt 40 ' It - of ol d t h a t: man ,of g hurim. OUR NATION'S F And doubtless the first is,, to act , just as pivid stances:; to evoke' for, th ement of its strength. lions times of - trusting 11 yeriance, so long; as. 'we in supineness and , slOth, sound to some ears, but Egp, , niore, it is,the Inost True,, eel and without him we can 04111tRISL MERIN] :.has L been. blessed`of ;I , ..itt- of the - greatett . ~, 4Oti•Society....Sinae - : . 6 - ppa*d froni - tit4, JO - of inanilnirhiVe .d`4° . who,-keeriln , o4- with.fi,explored, nidst ,ftsurei ;of his . wet•d,. .:0440e and,:grnee,- ; ' Y itigi.their , .thvn :lives I,to eonformity.there. Y ehurch's - deholation:. ... 7 Si es`-'4ld. hondage, jI l epeiety had' sunk 0, 7 ..0f earnest con, ,4.6 ; here.*nd: there ~-. that aleUerelioecl, qjt i i,n:lo. interest. nilOn' )71"A , ; aid achieve-. .; Of _` . 1 ,1 ; ' 140:w1es' :OS o f Gerard rieg-z-elecitienee 'of, the., ir:,,Retitaps too hirtagit editretian. upon God. r, who, truly devoted ught to learn of thein belhnged `to` the elase, " re e - tiie way I'7 . the m., 1 oaf syekliffe'whicla of an enforced form ic Approaches , to -the enterprise more ear,. at of Luther, always cast of the future ef ,u. in ardent ;reliance Such was:the spirit aghout, and has been e reformation since. hutch 6 had. secured were free ,from the from the necessity ;g4iptaintheir exist indolence,- as if *Or, d all that remained They soon',suffer- I tual torpor:, and the hat threatened death fie conwlsion, which diecinsed the abyss been suspended, -was rote. their ihdolenee her hand, as , ohure,6 Ives ,pnt forth .emotion of the, gos blqsed,hy the man- pint among them. rgies, for , our pro ' righteoasne§s,,,ana ty, invention, every nd grants -14 grace is rendCred. his truth"- -been illus asperity of .the en in tlij cold Worldly it when settled in Itipp, in the great tteltefOrinatiOn, weeded,• and in the times. Nor is the rise exhausted now. les to contend with. ere obstructed,. and of the church and themselves in prohi thstacles are now. re the -world' generally; labor for advance= melioration of socie across to , the proper de is only dawning 'pen their portals to of salvation, and as certaining the wants and encounters the •ty, ever changing g forth new devices s there a time more • ourees in the ser ,The::cause of . It has workifor a a Bone can mile place enterprise ill brighten up and ht to him who turns ' ellect upon it. 2end man's own industry id power to execu-r necessary to go far hrist, asJinch, pcs vocation. man's business44o4 most open and di me to the life and man, the ' r icher the variety for the" he mechanic in his farm, the .teacher: minister in bia,c4- il for altd , productive,-.,t0 .014: specelatiye &IL bepaiiite look l , is the •onry Ball generati* - of rinceton ELU Quarterly' some of the points bsalones rehellioni ent has -filled our of War.. .The foi ls interest our rea- Ice all our, author of a sou Against 'St bavid—herete e froni as' to be e felt, 'save 'as our d for thelallen, or rainfst,er to their Eaparatively weak, P, uur,o,wri heart h -0 - the oogigan fugitive bgfOe . 4 11fr i sitting down rd at a 88604 Bei- ST DUTY. iuty of this nation, d in like eireum struggle every el talk in these per- God for our deli-. main aliation 1k ay hive a ' , pious ally, it is all :cant; rrogant: presump lity is with God, nothing, but ; is it not plways through the. instrumentality of 'second causes that. Jehovah , employs His , efficiency ?, It would ',ler no more , vain tor, a 'sinner to sit.down spiritual idleness, and expect that God would irrespective of his own activities, interpose for his salvation, than for this'nation to hops that Ahsalom• would be defeated and slain, while yet David did , not summon to his aid the armies of Is. rael. It is indeed, well for us in these trot"- blow, times to remember that our help is in God, and even to sing that sweet Song ,of confiding foigi, ".The - Lord is our -refuge and strength," but neither the I feeling, or the song - have any meaning, unless at the same time We summon to the Struggle 'every resource of power and influence that we pog Here, then, is unquestionably our , -first duty, and let no one seek in any ' way to evade it. The question, whut can 1 Y pefson -47 .do to assist 't4e-gPY.PPIWIS uPaerzll 3 i44 I live to crash this, rebeillen ie cue that every man should now ,diligentlyTropose to himself; and by the reply that his min con science givei to this interrogation,' should - all conduct be governed. This is no time for hesitation or delay, or for fhat inquiry that self-inierest is so prone to make:; how is or that going to affectlne " the pol itician with a sharp eye to the future position of his party,, the, merchant to his contractS, theponey holder to his property, the inilita-, ry.o - fficer to his chances, of preferment, and the private, citizen to his comfOrts." We are unworthy sons' of noble sires we are. the ungrateful= recipients of` divine blessings, if, as when now ; everything truly valuable in this